⚠️Trigger warning⚠️
This au may mention:
-Self harm
-Abuse
-Smut
-cursing
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This book won't have an update schedule its more for me to write when needed to help handle my emotions. Also this is my first time writing a story so please bare with me
⚠️Trigger warning⚠️ This part will be mentioning self harm, and before I start I just wanna say how proud I am of everyone who has self harmed and who's working on getting better and stoping, I know it's really hard but I believe in you and I know you can do it🥺👉👈🦕 ~ Bettys Pov ~ I finished the pancakes and thanked Jughead, getting up and taking my plate and cleaning it off quickly and putting it in the dishwasher. Before I walked back to my room I looked up and jughead smiled at me so I smiled back and walked quickly into my room shutting the door and locking it. I went into my bathroom and looked through my drawers for at least one of my blades. Once I found one I quickly cleaned it off and I did the same to my arm, I started to trail the blade swiftly in lines across my arm, some over lapping other cuts as I slowly watched each cut start to bleed. It made me feel so good, I felt happy and set free, I knew cutting was bad for me but I didn't care. It was worth the couple seconds high I got, the couple seconds where I got to feel free, from myself and the world, from all the pain in my body and from everything crashing down around me. I waited for the blood to slow down and then I started to clean each one of them with water first and I started to add compression to get them all to stop. I looked for hydrogen peroxide but couldn't find any, fuck I'm screwed I thought to myself before I came upon a bottle of alcohol, what ever is worth it I thought to myself and started to clean my cuts with rubbing alcohol. I held in painful screams and cried and just tried to get it done as fast as possible. Once I finished I cleaned up the mess and put everything away and walked over to my closet. I knew my cuts were too fresh to hit with makeup so I had to change in order to keep my secret. I slipped on a loose grey sweater and some dark blue jeans.
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👆bettys outfit👆 ~ Jugheads Pov ~ I cleaned up after Betty had left, I noticed that she had left to her room very quickly locking the door behind her but I just shrugged it off, I mean it couldn't have been that important. Once I finished cleaning I went to my room to get ready, I went and took a shower, but we had one little problem. I couldn't stop thinking about Betty, it's like she refused to leave my head, like she had moved in and she's not going anytime soon I had to get rid of this problem and I had to get rid of it now. I got out of the show and wrapped a towel around my waist and went over to my phone to text archie. *text messages* J: hey bro I need some help A: what's up J: I need a girl to hook up with, I can't get Betty out of my head and I just need a distraction, can you help me A: ooooo Jones has a crush!!! J: no I don't asshat, now do you know any girls A: well theres toni, shes single J: isn't Toni gay? A: nope shes bi but just more into girls J: anyone else A: well theres Miranda, everyone knows she likes you J: smart, do you have her number? A: yeah it's 3236789543 J: thank you so much your a life saver man A: anytime *texts are over* I put my phone down and go into my room. I walk over to my closet and pick out a white button up and black jeans to wear and put them on.
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👆this outfit without the undershirt and yes he does it best himself so had to put this photo in👆 I go over and pick my phone and text the number archie gave me. *text messages* J: hey it's Miranda right? M: yep that's me, and you are J: it's Jughead M: omg hey juggie, what can I do for you today? J: I was wondering if you wanted to come over to my place later😉 (we be winking) M: that sounds amazing juggie, you can count me in J: perfect, how does 7 or 8 pm sound M: sounds good to me J: great I'll see you then, my dorm number is 212 M: I'll be there *text messages are over* I go and lay down on my bed and just scroll through insta to past the time and try to keep Betty off my mind ~ Bettys Pov ~ Once I'm done getting dressed I grab my wallet, phone and keys and leave the dorm, I got to target and look for hydrogen peroxide because god knows I'm not cleaning my cuts with rubbing alcohol ever again. I find the hydrogen peroxide and I pick it up and then I just look around because I'm bored and I end up buying my hydrogen peroxide and I leave target walking into the mall that's connected to it and I walk into pink. I grab a red and a black bralette and some matching panties to match them and then ofc my favorite perfume and I head over and checkout. I head back to my new home, wow that's weird to say. ~ Narratives Pov ~ While Betty was out and about jughead had moved to the living room and had started watching tv, Betty had walked into the dorm without looking up from her phone or even noticing he was there. ~ Jugheads Pov ~ I hear the front door open and close and look up to see that Betty just came back and that she's a little too attached to her phone to notice me. J: "hey" I said ~ Bettys Pov ~ I was on my phone when I heard him say hey and I jumped, dropping my bags scared to death, B: "Gonna give a girl a little warning next time" I said a little annoyed J: "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were gonna get that scared" he said laughing B: "I'm a pussy, okay everything scares me" I say dropping low picking up my stuff and putting them back in the bags J: "who are those for?" He asked to annoy me I'm guessing B: "me, myself and I" I said putting hydrogen peroxide back in the bag J: "why did you get hydrogen peroxide?" He questioned B: "Um because I did, stop being so nosy" I say walking to my room, closing the door and locking it again. ~ Jugheads Pov ~ J: "okay okay" I say going back to watching my Tv show, but then I realize she closed the door and locked it again quickly, I felt like my brain was trying to get me to do something or figure out why she was doing that but I shrugged it off again I mean it's her room she can do what she wants. - Word count not including this 1189 - I hope you guys enjoyed this part, tell me what you think - Again I want to say that I'm proud of all the survivors and everyone who is trying to beat self harm and stay clean including myself, you guys are so strong and I believe in you and I'm always here for you no matter what even if you don't know me I'm always gonna be here - Thanks for reading and I'll post the next part as soon as possible🥺
