Punching Bag (Bullied by o2l fanfic)

Little Talks

Max's POV
"I think I should talk to Connor." I said.

"Good idea. He always has great advice. But right now let's enjoy our day together." he said smiling like an idiot.

---the next day---

I wake up, get dressed, do my normal morning routine, blah blah blah. As I do this I let some o2l videos play in the background. I miss when o2l was 6/6, maybe even 7/7 I don't know.

I quickly grab my bag and head off to Connor's apartment. As I'm driving I hear something familiar on the radio, Hits 1 to be exact. "OMG! It's Ricky's song!" I scream to nobody in particular. My good friend Jenna Marbles was hosting the Youtube 15 and decided that Ricky's song was popular on YouTube, popular enough to put it on the radio! That amazing! I text Ricky at a red light, cause better safe than sorry, and tell as I jam out to Nobody. I follow Ricky's directions to Connor's apartment, which isn't too far away from the o2l house so maybe I'll stop by there on the way home, maybe Connor could even come with me. I told Connor before that I'm coming to visit him so he won't be all awkward like, "Max? Uh... umm... come in?" Yeah, that'd be bad. I find a parking spot that's pretty close to the door cause it's raining now, a lot, like pouring. I use my bag and jacket as an umbrella but it doesn't work very well, or at all. I texted Connor and asked if he could buzz me in. He did, thankfully.

I knocked on the door and he opened it immediately. "That was fast," I remarked. "Well come on in." I liked our random conversations. I giggled as I walked into his beautiful apartment. "So what did you wanna talk to me about?" He asked. "Don't worry it's not like when your parents are like, 'I really need to talk to you' I just need your opinion and some advice. Then we can do whatever you want," I rambled. "So I was wondering... what do you think about me shaving me head?" I shut my eyes tight, crossed my fingers and scrunched my nose up a little, afraid of what he would say. I opened up one eye after a few seconds to see his reaction cause he wasn't talking. I smiled sheepishly, thinking about how silly I looked (Jc I feel your pain SILLY IS A STUPID WORD). I looked at Connor's face (that's sounds creepy), he was, well, shocked. Not disgusted, not mad, not sad. Just shocked. "Um," he choked. "Well... whatever you think you should do." he said. I could tell he had no idea what to say... But I got what he was saying. I took a deep breath and breathed out, "I think I should." Connor smiled. I smiled back at him and we started to laugh. Once we finished laughing there was and awkward silence. "...Why'd you leave?" I asked softly. He looked back up at me. He looked back down and shrugged. "I was depressed. I don't know maybe I still am. I'm getting through it though," he said smiling slightly. "Can I tell you something?" He asked, becoming very serious. I nodded, ready to hear everything he has to say. "Okay so the only other person I've ever told, besides my parents of course, was Ricky. Um... Well... I'm gay," what? I would've never expected this but I'm glad he told me. I hugged him as tight as I possibly could at that moment. When we pulled away I tried to lighten the mood by saying, "if it makes you feel any better, I have a secret too. Well two actually. First, I don't think I'm in the school play anymore," we laughed at that, "and second... I may have a crush on Jc and maybe even Sam I DON'T KNOW!" I threw my hands up in the air. "Really?!" He gasped. I nodded and said, "maybe, but you can't tell anyone or I will all your fans that you still have your teddy bear from when you were 7." "Mr. Wugglesworth," he squeaked, "fine." We started cracking up. This was a good talk.

So kind of a short chapter but you know. Before I start talking about what happened today I wanna ask you guys something. Sax or Jax? I NEED TO KNOW!! Okay so now the sad part. We all know that o2l "broke up" today. it was extremely sad and I was crying a lot. I won't rant on and on about it, but they will always be in my heart and I will always love them. 6/6 forever #o2lforever.