AN: *apologizes for all the hell and sadness in about to bring* AND NOW-
MY SHIPS BRING ALL THE READERS TO THE YARD. AND THERE LIKE. ITS BETTER THAN THIS-
okay I'll stop now. All your guys's own one shots are awesome. :)
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I dunno what I was thinking
leaving my child behind
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He left. He left us all. Screaming at me that he didn't want to hurt anyone anymore. I knew he had an insane side...but I was always there for him to snap him out of it. His beautiful purple eyes drifted out of red to green then back to purple. It looks like his multiple personalities were trying to escape. But before they could he took my hand, I held his hand tightly, tears coming to my eyes. He gave me a small kiss and let go and ran.
I screamed for him. Hot tears falling down my face. I felt myself teleport home in my and Lalna-
I broke down even more.
"Lalna....Lalna come back....
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Now I suffer the curse
And now I am blind
With all this anger
guilt
and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever...
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river...
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"Should I jump?" I asked myself. It had been about month since...HE left...everytime I thought of his name I broke down. I sighed and got up, getting up and walking back home getting a bad feeling. As soon as I walked in though my feeling was right, as I saw daddy and mom sobbing and holding each other. I walked over.
"Daddy...?" I asked softly. "M-Matthew...." he sobbed. I paled and turned to mom, "S-Star..." I paled more and ran upstairs to their room stopping in the doorway.
I dropped to my knees. Matthew was holding Star in a protective matter however his arms were limped. And Star her face held a look of horror. Tear stains down her face matched Matthew's. However, the words in their blood. Right above them is what broke me.
"Its me. Its Lalna." I whispered crying.
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Is this revenge I am seeking?
Or seeking someone to avenge me?
Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free...
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Half a an hour earlier
I laughed at the boy holding the small girl close, they were both crying, I quickly stabbed the girl, and then the boy. The two slumped to the ground immeditly. I chuckled and wrote the words "its me" suddenly I snapped out of it. Looking down I paled and backed away.
Star. Matthew. Dead. Because of me. I held them both tight putting them in a position so they could love each other still. I began to sob, "I'm sorry.." I whispered. I wished I could get rid of this monster. But I can't.
It'll always be there.
I quickly jumped out the window, the landing not hurting and ran as this monster of me took over. I had to stay away. Stay away.
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Maybe I should chase and find
Before they'll try to stop it
