Once a upon a time
When I first held you hand
And Love was not a crime
In a private world where you said "Don't look down."
But then I did...
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Everything raced through my mind as Sjin told me that Duncan wanted to protect me. Protect me. From Sjin. Here he had the chance to strike. As did I. So...why didn't I? My mind stared tracing down the memory back into the castle. When had he changed? Wait...
~FlashBack~
He held my hand, I blushed softly looking into his blue eyes. When the Magic Police didn't exist and loving Duncan wasn't a bad thing. When...he wasn't part of the magic police.
"I love you Kim I wouldn't let anything happen to you." I smile as he wraps hid arms around me. Our world. Our castle. Nothing can hurt us.
~End Flashback~
I was back with Duncan now. My flux on the arms was bothering em again, he was trying to sooth it my rubbing it with some pain cream. I sighed, remembering how it had really happened. It hadn't been his fault. It had been mine.
~Flashback~
"Kim!!! Don't look down!!!" I heard him yell to me I didn't listen and had slipped into the flux. My world had gone dark.
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And now you're lost....above me.
So much left to SAY
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"I'm so sorry Kim...im so sorry..." I bang on the window, he looks at me for a long time, his blue eyes willed with blue tears. "Duncan...please...don't..." He covered the last of it up. Tears slipped down my face.
100 days later
"Mother....what can I do? Duncan has left me here..." her soothing voice calmed me down, "Don't worry my princess, everything will be okay. Forget him. Come to mother." I smiled, my mind becoming hazy. Suddenly the sound of machinery snapped me out of haze, "D-Duncan! I can't forget him! I love him...."
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Trapped alone here
With all my bet laid plans astray....
Standing Scared outside a cold church
Soul Search
Seeking some lost answer from a god...
Who loved me.
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"DUNCAN!!!" I scream banging on the wall, tears falling down my face. "PLEASE!!! LET ME OUT!!!" I cried. I know he can't hear me. He's never told me otherwise. Only mother. Who's told me he continues working. Working working working. That's all I ever hear. Until now. Now I hear crying. Coming from the outside.
"Duncan...." I say softly, sliding to the floor, I didn't know then. But he was there. Crying, he worked to try and distract himself. But...i didn't know.
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Can I turn to you in my need?
Will you take me back
Or watch me bleed
Kim:"Are you there? There at all?"
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I broke out, climbing up to Duncan's tower. Tears filled my eyes as I saw him, our eyes locked.
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And as I fall from the person that I tried to be
Could you really love someone like ME?
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It all flashed through my mind in that moment, as our eyes locked. All memories flashed through me. Of our love, laughing through the fields, and as he taught me everything.
"Once upon a time
All I needed wad your hand.
In mine.
And we knew it all
but now I know not what I do
I bow my head...
and turn to you..."
He wrapped his arms around me. Seeing the flux on my eye and arms, I felt tears fall down my face.
"Why did you lock me up?" I asked softly.
~End Flashback~
I never got an answer. But I loved him all the same. The pain subsided and I looked to him. "Why did you lock me up?"
"Because..." Was this it? Was I finally going to get an answer?!
"Because I was scared Kim. Of the flux. Not you. I was worried for you." He looked up at me, and connected his lips with mine. "I love you Kim." I smiled, "I love you too."