Can I Keep You?

Inside of Love

🎵I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above🎵
Inside of Love, Nada Surf

Helena stares up at Frigga with a look of confusion. "There's no way I'm pregnant Frigga, I'm just sick from stress." She says standing up. Frigga smiles at her sweetly.

"May I?" Frigga asks pointing to her stomach. Helena shrugs and nods her head. Not sure what Frigga was wanting to see. Even if she was pregnant she would be what, a month? If that. Frigga smiles and presses her hands against her stomach, a light pouring out of her fingertips similar to Loki's green light when he uses his magic, but this was golden in color. Helena watches in wonder as Frigga lightly presses into her abdomen. Frigga smiles looking up at Helena. "Well my darling, its too early to tell. But I want our healer to take a look at you. She will be able to see more than I can"

"What's wrong?" Loki's voice asks from the doorway. Helena just stares at him, still in shock. He frowns as neither woman says anything. "Again I ask, what's wrong?" Loki asks stepping further into the room. He crouches down with his mother and looks at Helena. She looks him in the eyes and shakes her head.

"Nothing's wrong. Your mother was just telling me her plans." Helena whispers. Loki frowns at his mother.

"I see." He says looking between the two women. Frigga is standing now and walks over to her son with a big smile on her face. She pats his shoulders and gives him a quick hug.

"I'll leave you two to talk." Frigga says. "But I want you to come see me in the morning darling. " she looks at Helena. Helena nods her head at Frigga and she leaves the room.

"Want to tell me what's going on darling?" He asks once his mother is gone. Helena shakes her head no and starts to walk out of the room.
Loki grabs her arm lightly stopping her. He raises his eyebrow at her. Once he realizes she's not going to tell him at this time He sighs and shakes his head letting her lead them out of the bathroom.

"Can you just hold me for awhile?" She asks him sitting down on the edge of his giant bed. He looks at her for a moment. He could tell something was wrong with her, he was after all the god of lies. He nodded his head and with his seidr changed himself into green silk pjs, and changed her into a green tshirt and shorts. They climbed onto the bed and cuddled up together.

"You know you can talk to me correct? We don't have to go along with Friggas plan. I will gladly tell Odin to go to hell. It's been a long time coming honestly." He says kissing her neck sweetly. Helena intertwines their fingers as she stares at the wall infront of her. Loki absentmindedly rubbing his thumbs over her hands.

"How do you feel about children?" She asks after while. Loki stills his movements.

"Why what did Frigga say?" He slowly sits up. Helena doesn't say anything and keeps looking at the wall. "She told you about my childhood didn't she? And now your afraid of me.." Helena turns over and looks at him confused.

"What are you talking about?" She reaches forward and touches his cheek gently. "I could never be afraid of you Loki." She whispers gently. Now Loki looks confused.

"Do you mean how do I feel about having children?" He asks. She nods her head. "I haven't given it much thought really. Maybe some day it would be nice." Loki smiles at the idea. "Why do you ask little one? Do you want to practice? I do love to practice" Loki growls seductively leaning forward and kissing her lips. Helena smiles into his kiss. Loki taking this as his green light and quickly pushes her back onto the bed and climbs overtop her pulling her shirt over her head.

*****Smut Warning****

"This wasn't what I was thinking when I asked you to hold me," she teased as he kissed along her neck. His tongue swiped over her pulse and she shivered. Loki chuckled and pulled back up, looking deep into her eyes.
"Is it so wrong for me to want to worship you little one?" Loki asks as he pressed a kiss to her lips. "What's wrong, my love?" Loki knows something is wrong with her he can feel it.
"Kiss me again," she begs, reaching up and grabbing his hair. Loki ran his hands down her waist, his thumbs circling against her hips.
"Loki, please make love to me." She whispers looking into his green eyes. Tears brimming hers.
Loki looks concerned and starts to pull back from her
"I need you. I need all of you." She kissed him again. "Please." Loki couldn't resist anymore. No matter what was going on in that beautiful head of hers, he would figure it out. He leaned forward connecting their lips once again.
It was a strong, passionate kiss.
"I love you darling" Loki whispers, looking into her eyes with an overwhelming love. She smiled at him, connecting their lips again. She was so in love with him. She would give him everything she had if it meant making him happy.
"I love you too" she says looking him straight in the eyes.
Loki groaned, his grip on her tightening. He kissed down her neck once more, arousing himself with the action. He sighed against her pale skin, causing goosebumps to appear on the surface. He kissed down In between her breasts, his hands each grabbing onto one. He squeezed them in his hands, massaging them while licking over her nipples. His touch sent electric sparks shooting through her body straight to her core. Helena moaned and arched her back grabbing onto the sheets of his bed. Loki slowly starts to kiss down her body, licking a large strip down her torso.