Can I Keep You?

Lokis Past

🎵Getting to know you
Getting to know all about you
Getting to like you
Getting to hope you like me🎵
Getting to know you, Julie Andrews

Thor and Jane could have spent anywhere in the nine realms for their honeymoon but Jane chose to spend it on Midgard. Thor didn't really care where they were if he was being honest as long as they could spend the majority of their time together in bed. They chose to stay in a bungalow right on the ocean because Jane had admitted the thing she was going to miss most was the ocean.

Thor and Jane spent the week after their wedding off on their own. Spending intimate time as husband and wife. During that same time Loki and Helena decided to spend all their time getting to know each other. Loki told her all about how he had found out about being a frost giant. "Growing up, I always felt like i was a shadow," Loki's pauses as they walk hand in hand into the courtyard. " I was envious of Thor and how Odin announced to us that Thor was to be the Future king." Loki leads them over to the garden section leaning himself against a tree before he continues. " i was always interested in sorcery instead of warrior training, so after bringing it up to Frigga, She took pity on me and taught me everything she knew. " Loki went on to explain how it caused hatred towards both Thor and Odin. "I was eager to prove myself to Odin, I wanted him to realize his mistake by choosing Thor to be king, so I allowed several frost giants into the palace during Thors first coronation to be King.." Loki gauges her reaction and when she stays silent he continues. "Thor was furious.. he wanted to immediately go attack the Jotunheim but Odin wouldn't allow it. Later that evening after Odin went to bed Thor riled up his friends to go attack without Odin. I tried to convince him not to, but you know how Thor is.. so Thor the warriors three, sif and I all went to Jotunheim to attack the frost giants... of course things went south quickly. One of the frost giants latched onto my arm and oddly enough my skin changed blue.. it was then I knew something wasn't right about me.. the frost giants almost took us out but luckily Odin swung in to save us. Once back on Asgard Odin yelled at Thor, for possibly the first time ever." Loki chuckles at the memory a boyish smile on his face. "And Thor wouldn't keep his mouth shut and tried to argue with him. Odin decided to banish Thor to Midgard, stripping him of his armor, and he took his hammer. Putting a spell over it that no one could wield it without possessing the ability to be worthy enough..." he trails off again.

"Did you ask Odin about being a frost giant? Or did you just piece it together?" Helena asks as she leans against the other side of the tree.

"A few days after Thor was banished I made my way down into Odins vault.. I reached for the casket of ancient winters, which wielded jotunheims power. When I touched it I turned blue, from head to toe. My eyes turned red and I went cold. Odin found me down. I asked him if I was cursed and he denied it. Odin went on to tell me The casket of Ancient Winters wasn't the only thing stolen from Jotunheim that day.." Loki looks up tears in his eyes and frowns. "I demanded Odin to tell me the truth, and he did. He found me abandoned and left for death on a temple in Jotunheim. He told me how I was Laufeys son.. but was cast out because of how small I was.. I lashed out then. It hit me will full force that Odin would never allow me to be king, I was a monster and would never be for to rule Asgard. I screamed at him about how he had only taken me for selfish reasons and it caused him to fall into the OdinSleep." They remain quiet for a while after that.
"I became king of Asgard whole Odin slept.. The warriors three, and sif begged me to bring Thor back from Midgard but I didn't dare. I knew if I had he would have dethroned me immediately.. so I did the next best thing. I went to see Laufey, my blood father." Helena gasps in shock and looks intently at Loki. He nods his head before continuing. "I introduced myself as the one who had let Frost Giants in to Asgard, I told him how badly I wanted to ruin Thor's day.. I then offered Laufey a chance to take a few of his best warriors into Asgard to kill Odin while he rested and take back the Casket of Ancient Winters to restore Jotunheim to all its former glory... of course the warriors three went and tattled on me to Thor back on earth which brought on my first attack to Midgard..of course Thor got his hammer back and came back to Asgard right as I was about to destroy Jotunheim. We battled and I threatened to kill Jane." He rubs his neck sheepishly. "Thor destroyed the bifrost which made us both fall into the abyss down below... Odin had awoken and caught Thor who held on to my sword preventing me from falling as well.. I begged Odin to let me destroy Jotunheim and being peace to Asgard . Odin told me no and I knew there was no going back.. so I let go of the spear and fell into the abyss.." Loki finishes before closing his eyes.

Helena took a deep breath processing everything Loki had just told her. "What happened after you fell?"

"Then there was Thanos.." Loki says quietly looking back out over the courtyard .
Helena immediately takes note to the fear in his eyes.

"Whose Thanos?" She asks timidly. Loki doesn't immediately reply. Instead he grabs onto her hips and pulls her gently into his chest. Kissing the top of her fire red hair.

"How does your hair stay so red darling?" Loki's asks trying to change the subject. Helena leans into his embrace. She traces shapes lightly on his chest.

"It's always held color extremely well. Maybe it's by magic." She shrugs laughing lightly. "Now whose Thanos? Is he from Asgard?" Loki's arms tighten around her and he sighs into her hair.

"No not asgardian, not from any of the nine realms you've heard of. No, Thanos is a titan." Loki uses his magic to create a small shimmering mirror in the air infront of her face. The mirror showed a tall giant like creature with hard eyes.
"What's a Titan?" Helena asks admittedly a little frightened. Loki shakes his head as if he doesn't want to really get into it with her. She turns herself in his arms and grabs his chin in her hand bringing his eyes to her own. "Hey, what's got you so frightened. Talk to me." She says trying to sound stern. Loki chuckles lightly.

"The Titans were a powerful race that ruled the world before Olympians, before Asgardians, before anyone.. They are immortal giants with incredible strength and knowledge of old religion rituals and magic. Thanos is one of the most powerful creatures in the entire universe." Loki uses his magic to show a small clip of Thanos Torturing Loki. Clips of Loki attacking NewYork and flashes of an Angry Thanos once Loki is captured. Helena gasps and tears starts to fall from her eyes. It was horrible.

"So Thanos is why you attacked New York?" She asks quietly. Loki nods his head and swipes through the mirror causing it to dissolve. "Is he going to come after you?" Her voice trembles and her hand goes to her stomach in a protective manner.

"Not until the time comes that he needs me again, don't worry about it darling. I won't let any harm fall you or our beautiful baby." Loki says leaning down and kissing her stomach. "Now, how about I show you some of my more advanced spells?" He asks wiggling his eyebrows at her.

"Can I learn magic?" She asked him as he causes a duplicate of himself. Loki thought hard on this. Both versions of himself all Tap their chins and look at each other.

"I don't see why we couldn't try." The copy of Loki says. He grins as Helena jumps up and down excitedly. "But I want to wait until after you have the baby." The real Loki finishes making her pout. Loki chuckles at her reaction and pulls her in for a longing kiss. After pulling away he looks at her. "So what about you? Tell me something I don't know."

"Hmm well I was adopted." Helena says interlacing their fingers together. "I have no idea who my real family was.. I was found outside of the hospital peppers parents worked at. I don't really know much else aside from the fact that my dad handled everything so no one asked any questions.." she says trailing off. Loki kisses her neck sweetly while the copy of Loki stands in front of her brushing her hair out of her eyes. Helena finds herself blushing like mad at the possibilities. "I never felt I was from earth.." she says smiling. Loki smirks into her neck while his copy grabs her hips and pulls her closer to himself.

"I thought I'd find the two of you out here." Friggas voice startles them both. Loki's copy dissipates into the air. Blushing, Helena curtsies sweetly smiling at the Allmother. Frigga looks at them both Smiling.  "Sorry for interrupting, but I wanted to show you both something."