Love letter to you

Smokes

December 11th

"You two can playhouse I'm going to go smoke in peace," I said, leaving Augustus with Juycę. I walked to the back of the warehouse, sat down, and began smoking my prerolled blunt. I got from now to Atlanta to get ride of Mr.Princess Augustus. I swear pretty boys always think they can come in and make up all the rules.

I was thinking with my eyes closed when I felt his presence. "What, Augustus?" I asked then I heard him sit down. Augustus didn't speak, but I smelt a cigarette. "If you're going to indulge in a cancer stick, do it far away from me," I said, then I heard it hit the ground and he stepped on it.

"Do you have another?" He asked, and I pulled a blunt out of my case and placed it on the plastic table. "Thank you." He said, but I didn't speak. I felt four pairs of eyes on me, but I was only going to acknowledge one pair.

"What do you want now, Augustus?" I asked, and he sounded a little sad and lonely. "Why do you hate me?" He asked, and I chuckled. "I could never waste my time nor energy hating someone. Do I dislike you, yes but hate no. I don't like pretty boys who have the gift of white privilege. I also don't have the energy anymore, not to like you, so now your just here." I said, and I heard Juycę clear her throat.

"At this point, the more you stay around, the more I speak my mind, and the more I speak my mind, the more I get in trouble. Now I'm a meany and Juycę doesn't like it when I become a meany so, please. Stop asking questions." I said as I got up with my eyes still closed and walked away.

I went to the front of the warehouse alone, thinking, trying to enjoy a moment of peace. I don't know if I was being mean cause I missed my family or because the woman I was falling in love with had found a white man. She indulges in fantasizing about sexy white men how I indulge in fantasizing about fucking myself someday. I always knew I would become the bad guy because of everyone around me, but with her, it felt different. I think she enjoyed not knowing when I would be super sweet and when I would be a meany with a wild mouf.

"Love?" I heard Augustus says and I tried to ignore him I took one more puff and was about to speak when I felt four pair of eyes on me. Wait, this one pair had been here all along I quickly pulled my gun out the holster and shot. One 19 member fell from the sky. Then I thought about Juycę. I ran past Augustus and toward Juycę direction when I heard her scream.

I knew we got in here too easy. This is their hideout from the sunlight, which meant it was almost morning. And time for us to leave. A 19 member was on top of Juycę about to bite her when I shot him. I ran up to her and grabbed her hand. "We gotta go NOW!" I said, then I heard Augustus scream, "Stay close." I said, running to the front, and as I did, four 19 members were surrounding Augustus. This was my time to either let him die or save the Princess.

Without hesitation, I began shooting them down, and Augustus looked at me, surprised. I ran to the garage door then stopped cause I knew we were surrounded. "Follow me!" I said, and they looked confused. "The car is right there, what are you doing?" Juycę and Augustus asked, and I looked at them. "Do you trust me or not?" I asked, hoping Juycę said she still trusted me, and she did cause she walked up to me. Augustus followed behind her, and we went to the secret roof access I didn't tell them I found.

In the car

We had escaped the 19 with the plan I came up with, and now I was ripping Augustus a new asshole. "THIS IS WHY I MAKE THE PLANS!! You picked that warehouse, and I told you it was too easy to get into! WE COULD'VE DIED! You are making it harder to get home, and it's too cold for this bullshit. WINTER IS ALMOST HERE!" I yelled as I was running the smaller 19 members over and dodging some.

"I'm sorry I was only trying to help," Augustus said, and I rolled my eyes. "Just stick to being pretty and smoking cancer stick, Ight!" I said as I turned on the music.

(Pg,12)