To Love and Lost

Kentrel pov

I laid there and stared at queen wet face why would my mother come over here and for her to make queen cry the way she did was terrible I've never seen queen cry like this before for a minute I thought someone had died for a second the way she was crying I got up and left to see why she would do this. I got home and there she was just sitting there she looked at me smiled ''what did you do to queen'' I said getting mad ''I brought up the situation with me and her mother'' I cut her off ''so your telling me you went there and brought up her mom and told her that you had a crush on her, you know how selfish that shit is'' she got up and came close to me ''I know it was selfish but I'm trying to make peace kentrel'' I snared at her ''peace. YOU FUCKING LEFT AND YOU WANT PEACE'' I said, I left the house and went to Queen's room to make sure she was ok. When I got in she was laying there crying in her sleep whatever my mom said to her it's really taking a toll on her and it's doing it badly I sat on the floor just looking at her queen by herself been through a lot and I wish I could help but she freaking stubborn, I had got a text from Yvette saying that she want to talk about us doing something for summer I didn't reply cause I was still mad at the fact that she went to queen and told her about her mother it was out of hand so I just left Yvette is a sweet girl but at times I think she deserves someone better I had got a text from someone at the trap that had a lead on Big J's murder so I texted them telling them I was on the way I got up and left. I was making my way in when I seen two people tied to a chair ''so I hear y'all know about the death of my boss'' I said ''yeah we know but we not talking'' he said well damn can I ask first. We was now in for about 45 minutes and I was getting mad they where serious when the said that wasn't talking ''ok since y'all can't talk'' I said bringing out my gun and shooting one of them in the head the other one looked like he was going to throw up so I backed up a little ''now do you wanna talk'' I said ''ok, ok we didn't see who did it but we where there when it happened'' he said lying through his teeth ''lie again'' I said pointing the gun in his head he shook his head no uncontrollably so I took it out ''I'm not lying I swear Big J was helping us that day, when they came up to him we ran that was it'' he said in one breath so I shook my head and shot him in his head and chest ''clean this shit up'' I said aggravated not only did they sit there and waste my time I was missing time with queen I looked at my phone and saw no text from her she was probably still sleep so I texted Yvette and told her if I could come over and chill and she texted back yes I put my phone in my pocket before leaving, I was sitting in the car thinking it's no point of trying to find Big J's killers it was like they didn't want to be found or were not looking hard enough I started the car and left. I was pulling up to queen house seeing all the lights out so I texted her seeing if she was ok she texted back saying yeah and thanking me for being there for her I smiled at the text she knew I was going to be there any way no matter if we got into a argument so I pulled off and went to Yvette house I knocked on the door there she was in shorts and a tank top I must've been staring because she was waving her hand in my face know ''my bad'' I said, she laughed and moved to the side to let me in ''so what brings you here'' she asked me I just shrugged my shoulders and sat down and I patted my lap so she can sit, she came over and sat on my laugh and put her head on my shoulder ''I'm sorry about earlier'' she said ''I shouldn't be the one you tell that too'' I told her rubbing her thigh ''what happens if she don't want an apology, OMG what happens if she want to fight'' she said worried ''she's not gonna do that'' I told her calming her down a little ''queen will understand it wasn't your fault all the way but it was mine because I told you and I shouldn't have that was something deep for her and me to tell you hit her'' I told her, we just laid there for  a hour maybe until she started to kiss on my neck well damn jump right on in then I stopped her and asked her was she a virgin she said no and I was kind of shocked damn who was the first one  to get in this shit she started to undress and climbed back up top of me and started to grind on me, I was kissing all up her neck and breast and she pulled my dick out and started to stroke it she got up and started to suck me up I through my head back because that shit was starting to feel good, after her sucking me up for about a good 10 minutes I bust in her mouth I grabbed her hips and a lined my dick in her entrance and started to stroke in and out of her she gasped and started to bounce up and down I held her waist down and started to fuck her at a fast pace her moans where now filling the room ''AAAGGGHH KENTREL I'M ABOUT TO CUM'' she yelled out I flipped her over so that I was now fucking her doggy style and damn that ass was looking fast I was feeling myself about to com so I started going fast until she came and when she did she went down on me and started to suck me up until I came. We where now laying in bed and Yvette was sound asleep I was just looking at her she was beautiful she wasn't like any other girl I've been with....well I haven't been with anybody really so Yvette would be my first girlfriend everybody else was a fuck and duck and that was it but she was different...I think I was falling for her but......was it possible to love two girls at the same time, I don't think I love Yvette but I have feelings for her it's different see Yvette is sweet and caring and damn is she a freak and then there's queen...she's been there from the jump since we where kids she know everything about me but it feel like we been kind of losing it lately. I turned over and the bed was empty Yvette was gone ''hey sleepy head'' she said coming out of the bathroom with only a towel wrapped around her ''damn'' I said ''well if your going to stare you might as well do something'' she said dropping her towel and damn was I about to fuck the shit out of her I thought I can get use to this I thought picking her up and kissing her.