To Love and Lost

Queen pov

I was in my room listening to Angela go on about her telling Durian that she like him and that how he liked her to like bitch we get it I think we all knew y'all was going to get together ''I'm so happy for you'' I said ''well at least prom is in a couple of days so let's get up and go to the mall cause we need to get some makeup'' she said I nodded and grabbed my keys and left. ''I THREW AWAY YOUR LOVE LETTER I THOUGHT IT MAKE ME FEEL BETTER THAN I FINALLY GOT YOU OUT MY BED'' Angela sang then I singed the next lyric ''AND I NEED YOU TO NOW THAT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS AND I NEED YOU TO NOW OOH YOU DON'T KNOW'' I sang the we both started to sing YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS IF YOU DON'T PUT UP A FIGHT AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS CAUSE I SWEAR YOU NEVER SEEN IT IN YOUR EYES'' we sang ''Queen I don't know why you hide your voice you can sing forreal'' I shrugged and kept driving since I been out the hospital I have been thinking hard the doctor had told me that my medication wasn't working like it should so I would have to stop taking it she told me I wasn't worried because at this point I was ready to die but at the same time I wasn't..... I wasn't ready to leave my friend, family, or anybody behind but I kept pushing the thought behind my head I looked at a smiling Angela who was looking dead into her phone I rolled my eyes and pulled into a parking spot I took my phone out and texted Kentrel and asked him if he need anything form the mall he texted back no and that he would be by my house later on tonight I said ok and got out the car. ''you think this color would be cute I'm going for a euphoric look'' she said I laughed at her because she was going out this girl was literally going for that look like the whole euphoria character look she was obsessed with that show she literally made me sit down one day and watch the whole season non stop I was mad because I had to pee the whole time and I couldn't get up ''yeah it's real nice'' I told her '' what look  you going for'' she said coming over to me ''natural with a 90's lip type you know what I mean'' I told her she stopped and looked at me ''oh yeah that would be so cute on you, I can already see it when we go in everybody going to be staring at some bad bitches'' she said laughing I laughed ''I hope Emilia got her stuff'' I said going to the counter and buying the stuff ''oh shit I forgot that the twins can come to prom due to there titles'' she said in shock ''I don't know how you could forget that when we went'' I told her she rolled her eyes ''aww you still mad at that boy it was accident Ang'' I told her ''accident my ass he waste his drink all over me then he had the nerve to say damn I didn't even see you there with your short ass and his friends started to laugh to wanted to punch them in there damn throat'' she said I had started to laugh at her I looked at her it felt like at the memories where flooding to my mind *FLASH BACK*(WHEN THEY FIRST MET) ''AYE YOU GIRL'' a girl yelled out I turned around to see someone walking up to me ''ugh me'' I said pointing to myself ''yeah you why you over here by yourself everyone on the playground'' she said coming over to me ''my friend isn't here so I'm not leaving this room why are you in here'' I asked her also ''I'm in time out for hitting some in the throat'' she said sitting down next ''I'm Angela but you can call me Ang'' she said smiling ''I'm Queen'' I said back smiling -going into middle school- ''Queen hold on I'm looking for my lip gloss'' she said through her book bag ''didn't you leave at you people house'' I asked because that was the last place I saw it was there ''no I had brought it out with me'' she said ''here you dropped it back there'' a female said coming up to us ''thanks I thought I had lost it'' she said making it seem like she lost something important ''I'm Mariah'' the girl said introducing herself ''Angela'' was all she said before smiling at Mariah -freshmen year of high school- ''YOU STUPID FUCK THE PROJECT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE DOWN BY THIS WEEK AND YOU AINT DO ANYTHING'' Angela yelled at kentrel ''WELL MY BAD I HAD SHIT TO DO OVER THE WEEKEND'' he yelled back this was literally a daily routine for them come in, eat, argue, repeat I was at my desk finishing our project and that's when the teacher called on us but they was so busy arguing that I went by myself and presented it by my self I rolled my eyes and laughed at them, -later on in the day- ''I can't believe you have the cheer captains passing down there title to you, you must be happy'' Ang told me ''of course I am I love to dance and for them to give me this advantage to help this is cool'' I told her she grabbed my hand and started to run in the hallway until we where outside ''WHAT THE HELL CLASS IS GOING TO START'' I yelled at her ''shut up do you feel that'' she asked me smiling I looked around and shook my head no and asked what ''that our future is bright good things are coming ahead for us'' she said looking up at the sky I smiled at her and looked up at the sky with her ''it sure will Ang, and one thing about it is your by my side of course'' I told her holding her hand -END OF FLASH BACK- ''hey you ok come on'' Ang said grabbing my hand and going in the food court I smiled and followed.