To Love and Lost

Kentrel Pov

Me and mark was pulling up to the trap because they where blowing up our phones . I went in and saw everybody in one room they saw me and just looked at me ''so why y'all call me'' I said all calm when deep down I wanted to yell at them I want to be home and be with queen but no I'm here ''umm we got a message today'' he said giving me a piece of paper saying ''Watch your back your next'' I laughed at it and showed mark he laughed to ''y'all get back to work ain't nothing going to happen I had better things to think about and that was queen birthday that was in two months ''aye mark I'm going home take care of this ok'' he shook his head ok and I left. I was heading home when I got a call from my dad saying that my mom was there I took a deep breath and replied I'll be there he texted back ok I really don't want to hear from her right now I mean we was coming on good terms but she would leave and come at this point I didn't care I was now coming in the house  where I saw her she smiled and got up to hug me ''hey ken'' I told her wassup and we sat down ''so it's something I want to tell you'' I looked at her it can't be worst then loving queen mom so just tell me already ''so like I told you that after I left I started a new life basically that's where I met my wife'' I raised an eyebrow a wife of wow ok ''but after a couple of months we decided to have children so I had a sperm donor give me and her kids'' wow another unwanted man nothing new ''what I'm trying to say is that me and my family are moving down here and that our kids are going to your school to so you all can be together'' she said I just looked at her like really I just laughed and told her ok like your really having children by men you don't even love or like when I went to go outside I seen the twins and durian from early trying to figure out why the fuck they were in front of my house ''oohhh shit this our brother I knew it when I saw you and said you play basketball and that you were captain I knew we where related'' he said he was cocky but funny durian just stood there looking at me as if I did something wrong, nigga I didn't ask for y'all to be here I hardly want to be here the fuck, I looked at Emilia and she was looking around so I started to tease her ''mark's not here'' I said she looked at me and started to stutter ''I I wasn't looking for him'' she said I laughed a little the twins were cool but Durian I don't know ''oh I see that y'all all ready met'' my mom said coming outside ''yeah'' was all I said before looking at queen house I was thinking if I was going to go over there so I decided I would I started to walk over there ''kentrel your not going to stay'' my mom said I looked back at her ''do I ever stay over'' I told her before I kept walking I went by queen window and saw her sleep I opened the window and before I went in I looked to see all of them looking at me crazy as if I was breaking in I saw my dad come out and told them something and they turned back to me I waved and got in ''wake your ass up wake your ass up'' I said ''bitch I'm, I'm up the fuck'' she joined in we laughed ''wassup'' she said ''damn I can't come over no more'' I said fake crying she patted her bed telling me to get in so I did I laid next to her and she got on my chest and I started to message her scalp she went to sleep later on I just stared off I really had a whole other family that's crazy I looked down at queen and just thought I have something special I kissed her forehead and went to sleep. I woke up to loud ass music being played I opened my wyes and looked at queen crazy she was singing her heart out to candy rain I just looked her like really nigga I was sleep, she turned around and started to sing and dance coming towards me I was trying not to smile or laugh but I failed she took my hand and started to dance I was just sitting there so she got on top of me and started to sing I finally gave up and started to join her we where now dancing and singing together I went t the bathroom and started to get ready. We where now in the kitchen  ''hey daddy'' queen went  and kissed her dad and lay I kissed lay cheek and like always she was blushing I smiled at here ''kentrel how many times do I have to tell you to stay out of my daughter room'' he said taking a sip of his coffee ''oh come on mr.carter  when we where friends I was in there and now that I'm in there as her boyfriend I'm not allowed don't that sound hypercritical now'' I said he shook his head and didn't say anything else ''just shut up'' he said I laughed and took queen hand and left we said are goodbyes before leaving the house we walked out started to walk ''so your birthday'' was all I said before I looked at her and smiled ''I told praise I wanted to do a block party'' she said I thought about it and It was a good idea ''that shit sound fun I'll get some of my people to come'' she waved me off and  shook her head ''no I don't want no shoot outs or anything''  she said ''ain't no shoot outs going to be happening'' I told her  we continued walking when I seen a whole bunch of people arguing I pulled queen behind while we got closer I saw that It was some of my men and some other people I didn't recognize so I told queen to stay here while I checked it out ''aye what's going on'' one of the dudes was just looking at me ''these niggas think that they run this shit'' one of mines said ''nah you see this ain't y'all block for long'' one of the bum ass niggas said and laughed I stepped up to him face to face ''I suggest you get out of here this my shit and who ever think they going to take my shit think again'' I said he laughed while I just mugged him he looked behind me ''we gonna take everything you have especially shawty back there I bet she can suck-'' I didn't let him finish because my fist connected to his face just in time reflex maybe I kept hitting him but I felt my men trying to get me off of him ''KENTREL GET OFF HIM'' I heard queen say so I backed off ''DON'T EVER PLAY WITH ME NIGGA I'LL KILL YOU'' I yelled at him before grabbing queen hand and leaving I looked back and signaled them to leave those fuck niggas alone. We where at school and queen was ignoring me ''queen'' I said she just ran in the school building without saying anything ''what's wrong with queen did you hurt nigga I'm going to kill you'' Mark said scaring me this nigga sneaky as fuck ''I got into a fight with these niggas'' he shook his head already knowing mark new a lot bout queen he new he could never fight around her and what not do to do around her ''you fucking stupid'' was all he said before going inside the fuck am I doing to these people I went inside and took a seat I saw Emilia come in with mark by her side now that I knew that she was my sister I'm kind of protective over her now ''aye nigga watch your arm'' I yelled out everyone started looking at me ''WHAT'' I yelled at them and they went back doing whatever mark and Emilia walked up to me ''damn why the fuck you yelling'' mark said ''cause you got your arm aroumd little sister'' he looked shock and took his arm from around her  she looked at me and me with a expression like really ''really kentrel'' she said I shrugged my shoulders and they left  to take there seats and that's when class started. Class ended and  I was now waiting for queen I seen her, Angela and her boyfriend walking ''wassup'' I clapped hands with ole boy and said hey to ang ''wassup'' she said I then looked at queen and made my way over to her ''heyyyy'' I said while grabbing her hand she just looked at me I started to smile, no reaction so I picked her up and spun her around ''ok ok put me down'' she said laughing I put her down and kissed her ''ok can we go'' Angela said we nodded and left to go to next period. I was standing in the gym making shots when I saw the cheerleaders come in today was practice and I was waiting for everyone on the team to come cause there was practice for nobodies and right after the cheerleaders came out so did the team I shook my head at them I finished my shot and went over to them I looked over at queen and saw her in some  booty shorts and a tank top and her hair up in a bun damn she sexy I thought I went over there and kissed her ''sweaty ass'' she said ''you like it though'' I told her we laughed and this nigga entered ''BROTHER'' I looked up and saw Emory coming my way I laughed but queen was lost ''oh I forgo to tell you the new kids my siblings'' I told her she was in shock she gave me a look to see if I wanted to talk about it I shook my head no left I looked up to see Emory talking to one the girl I laughed ''ok nigga practice time'' I said grabbing his collar. 12 minutes into practice and I can't lie Emory was good all the shots he made was going in he looked at me ''told you I was going to take your spot'' I laughed at him everyone else was doing good then mark came in being all loud and shit ''WHAT IT DO BABY'' he said I went to him and clapped his hand ''you late'' I told him mark was co captain but always showed up late to practice ''I know'' he looked around and saw the cheerleaders ''well look at that'' he said look at them they were now doing splits I looked and saw that queen was doing back bends in to splits I was getting turned on I licked my lips I need to get out of here I thought I look up and see mark just staring so I followed where he was  looking I looked at him and smacked him upside his head ''stop looking at my sister and come on'' I told him I looked back and saw queen showing the girls how to death drops and in my head I was like damn this girl can do some tricks. Me and queen walked out of practice hand in hand when I saw Emory and Durian talking I told queen to go in the car ill be in there in a minute she shook her head ok and left, I went up to them ''you did good you definitely gonna make it if you keep playing'' I told Emory he shook his head up and down and left I looked at Durian ''why you didn't try out'' I asked him ''not my thing'' he said ''listen I know it's awkward this whole thing I'm trying'' I told him ''I know I'm trying also'' he said before I heard Angela yell '' KENTREL WHERE QUEEN'' she yelled I told her she was in the car and she left I look up to see Durian looking at Angela's ass I laughed ''she taken'' he looked up and gave me a I don't give a fuck look ''nigga I don't care'' we laughed and left maybe it's not going to bad having siblings. I dropped queen home and went to mine to see if they were there I went in and it was pitch black I cut the lights on to see this nigga sitting down I put my keys down and stayed silent ''nice place here would hate to see it burned down now'' he said smiling who is this nigga and why is he in my house ''don't worry your dads not here I just need to talk to you real quick'' I stayed quiet ''I heard one of your men went off on one of mine I'm telling you now if you think about killing one of my men I'm going to tale everything you have and kill everyone you love'' I laughed at this dumb ass nigga you sitting in my house telling me what to do ''see your n my shut if you think about taking anything I'll kill you and everyone by myself I suggest you leave'' I said opening the door for him to leave he got up ''watch out'' he said leaving ''oh and tell queen I said hey'' he left I was thinking these niggas are watching me and that's bad I called up a meeting at the trap house and went to leave I started my car and I looked to the side of me and saw Durian I almost punched this nigga into oblivion ''WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU I ALMOST PUNCHED YOU'' he laughed ''nigga shut up and go to the trap'' I just looked at him ''it don't a genius to know what you do'' he said I shook my head and pulled off. we was now getting in the trap and saw people gathered around waiting for me to say something there was bitches on the side also looking thirsty like always and eyeing me and durian I shook my head and laughed because durian was not paying none of these bitches any attention I sat down and looked around ''so where finally going to take action  this is  getting out of hand and we don't need anybody hurt so till this day if we see them'' I paused and got up I went to the shelf and grabbed a gun ''we shoot on sight do you hear me'' I said they all agreed durian had this look of worry on his face. We where heading home when Durian decided to say something ''you know this is a bad idea people are going to get hurt'' he said ''I know but if we don't do nothing and just stand around more people will get hurt either way it goes people are going to get killed''.