To Love and Lost

Kentrel Pov

I was racing everywhere looking for Queen but nothing I then felt my buzzer go off that meant they was almost here I kept running until I saw Jayden and that bitch ass nigga ''how the fuck did you get out'' Jayden said with an unfazed look I smirked at him ''if you kidnap someone you should search them fully'' I told him he got mad and pulled out his gun I raised my hands in the air and god must have been on my side because right after that shooting was being heard I smiled knowing that those where the boys I ran to him and snatch the gun and shot the nigga in his stomach and put the trigger to Jayden head ''I'm not going to repeat myself so you better tell me where is Queen'' he laughed ''I don't remember you tell me'' right before I could pull the trigger I heard Durian yelling ''KEN I GOT ANG WE NEED TO GET QUEEN AND GO'' he yelled out ''CAN'T IF HE WON'T TELL ME'' I said bout to pull the trigger ''I know where she is I saw them take her to a room down there but he have the key'' Ang said I turned to him shot him in the head and got the key and went to the room I opened it and saw queen trying to stay wake she was terribly beaten up and black eye her face was swollen and blood was all over her mouth and her side her dress ripped I ran to her and unlocked the cuffs and picked her up bridal style and ran out ''let's go'' I told them ''kentrel'' I heard Queen say I hardly could hear her she called my name so low I hushed and told her before leaving the building while my boys where handling everything back there I put queen down and she tried to gain balance but she would fall but she eventually gained it ''I think I can walk myself'' she said I looked over at Durian and saw that Angela was passed out I told him to take her to a hospital and I make sure queen was ok he wanted to say something but left I needed to find a car so I can drive her to the hospital because in the shape she's in we wont make it unless by car ''queen do you think you can stay here while I get the car'' I told her she didn't respond she then started to cough up blood and a huge amount at that I started to look for a car I then ran to it and broke the window and tried to hot wire it but I saw two black vans come up I then realized it must have been the people that was working with Jayden I saw that queen was getting up I ran out the car and tried to make it to her I saw them pull out guns and start shooting from there everything felt like it was in slow motion I felt like I was moving slow and that the bullets where to she turned around and fell to the ground I ran to her side and saw that she was shot multiple time she was shot in her stomach twice her chest and her arm I cradled her and started to cry I held her head she was still breathing I tried to get her up but it was no luck I was crying so hard that I barely could see anything I was hiccupping and tying to catch my breath I then felt a hand on my chest I looked down at queen and saw that she was touching my chest smiling a little but you could see the pain in her eyes it felt ''no'' was all she said but I knew what she meant ''what, what do you mean no we can still save you queen I promised to lay that you would be home and so is your dad please don't do this I can still save you'' I told her breaking down crying she didn't say anything she brought her hand to my face and smiled I saw tears come from her eyes ''it's better to be loved then lost ken'' she said smiling still she looked up in the sky till holding my face ''I get to be with her finally ken through everything I been through I'm ready'' she said coughing she then looked at me she wiped a tear from my face ''where post to be forever queen just let me help PLEASE , I WAS STUPID I SHOULD HAVE LEFT THIS STUPID SHIT NOW YOUR LIKE THIS'' I said crying harder ''don't blame yourself please just do one thing for me'' she said I shook my head ''tell them I'll see them soon and that I'm sorry'' she said before dying I couldn't hold it in I cried I got up and picked her up I ran to the hospital and called for help I was sweaty and I had a lidless body in my arms they took her and put her in the back I asked if I could use the phone and they let me use it the looks I was getting was terrible people where looking at me with sympathy ''hello'' I heard my dad say and when I heard his voice I broke down again ''queen'' was all I could say he said he was on his way and so was queen dad and lay I hung up and brought my legs to my chest and started to cry. 5 minutes later I saw everybody queen dad ran up to me and started to freak out ''WHERE IS SHE IS SHE OK'' he asked I could see hurt in his eyes I looked down his grip loosened up and he fell to the ground I saw lay with tears coming from her eyes she was the same as us when we found out her mom died and thinking about it know lay was alone now and I was the cause of it I saw my family in the back crying I saw my mom and ran to her I felt everyone hug me even queen dad and lay I was broken, we waited and it didn't take long for them to come back and say she died but when they was saying what caused it I got confused ''queen wasn't sick if she was everybody would have known'' I said getting defensive I looked around and looked at all the adults faces and saw sadness queen dad came up to me ''kentrel she's been sick since she was little she didn't want anyone knowing about it cause she didn't want people looking at her a if she was a walking corps'' he told me I froze I then remember all the time she would cough and say she was fine I looked back and saw Angela down the hall I went to her ''you knew'' I said she shook her head and cried I fell to the ground ''she left something under her bed for you'' she told me I sat there the faces everyone had was pure depression I lost my friend then I lost the girl I would always love even though I told her I was going to protect her and now she's dead that night would be the night that everything was going to be difference.