To Love and Lost

Kentrel Pov

I was walking outside of the practice area when I had got a call from one of my men ''talk'' was all I said ''we have some information on a warehouse not to far from here'' he said ''I'll be there in ten minutes get everybody ready when I come'' I told him and I hung up I took a breath and started to go back in so I could leave and go to the trap we where still looking for Mark killer and we had no type of lead I was starting to get aggravated because they where one step ahead of us and I was getting mad I went in and saw Queen and the twins talking I went by them ''hey I'm gonna go home my dad want me to help him with something real quick is that ok'' I told them they all said yeah I turned my head to Emory ''this ain't over nigga'' I told him I hugged Emilia and Queen and said bye, I got my keys and went to the trap I pulled up and saw that everyone was outside I got out and dapped everyone up ''so what we got'' I asked them ''well you might be happy so the same people that killed big John killed mark and we saw that this area has people coming in and out every morning we made someone stop by and watch they come by the same time and left the same time every day'' he said I didn't know I was smiling when someone said what was I smiling for nigga I'm smiling because we have a lead ''well what we waiting for let's go'' I told them everybody hopped in there car and left. We was all scattered we where already at the warehouse we where just waiting for the man to go in so we could capture him then right on cue he came I got out and told some of them to back me up and we where waiting on the right time to bust through there I waited for a good four minutes to go in. when we went in we saw so much supplies I told them to get some stuff and tell the men to come and get this while me and two of my homeboys get this nigga they shook they head and left I looked at the man and his face was in shock you could smell the fear this man was radiating  I laughed and shot him in his leg and shoulder he yelled out in pain pleading for his life ''tie him up and get everybody to clear this whole place and set It on fire got it'' I said leaving everybody said ok and went to do what they was suppose to do. Everybody was now going back to the trap when I received a text from Emilia saying that something happened to queen for a minute my breathing hitched I told everybody I was going to leave and to make sure everything is sorted out I was racing down the streets calling Queen, Durian, Emory, Emilia, Angela almost everybody but nobody was picking up I was getting mad and worried my heart was racing and was racing and was ready to stop at any moment I pulled up to the hospital and ran in I was out of breath and ready to scream when someone tapped my shoulder I looked behind me and saw that it was Emilia she hugged me ''what happened why is she here did anyone do this to her'' I asked in a hurry ''we where getting ready to leave to practice area when she started to cough so much and then fell to the floor shaking with blood in her mouth so I called the ambulance and then called you her dad is already on his way to see her'' she told me I don't get what would make her go this way I then saw Lay and her dad come in ''where is she'' he asked a nurse she asked for his name and he told him he was holding lay hand and in the other was a pill bottle the lady carried him back to her room ''wait why can't we go back there I wanna see her'' I said getting loud Emilia was trying to calm me down I looked and saw Angela had  a unreadable expression on her face ''you know something don't you'' I said in a stern tone  all she did was look up at me and then look to the side as if she didn't hear me ''YOU FUCKING HEARD ME NOW FUCKING TALK'' I yelled at her she snapped her head to me and ran up on me ''FIRST OF ALL NIGGA CALM YOUR DAMN TONE WHEN SPEAKING TO ME AND YEAH I KNOW SOMETHING BUT I CANT TELL YOU BECAUSE EI PROMISED I WOULDN'T TELL YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE SO MAYBE IF YOU'LL STOP ACTING AS IF YOU'RE HER KNIGHT AND SHINING ARMY BECAUSE YOU WON'T BE THERE FOR HER WHEN SHE'S IN NEED'' she yelled back I was trying to calm down cause so much was going through my head and I could tell Ang was dealing with what ever she told her ''Kentrel we all know you care for her but you need to know that you can't be there every time something bad happens to her or anyone else and you can't go back to her and force her to tell you what she told me because she has the right to keep it from you just like the secret you kept from her'' she said I sat in the chair and started to calm down I texted my dad and told him that I'll be with queen if he need anything. I was sitting in the chair waiting for them to say she can have visitors by now everybody had went home except for me and Angela ''so did you get your suit'' she asked me I looked at her she was trying to make things a little better ''ugh yeah just waiting for queen dress to come in'' I told her ''well her dress came in two days ago and prom is a week away y'all better be ready'' she said then I smirked ''you talking about us but you're the one that can't  even ask my brother to the damn thing'' I told her she looked at me with a open mouth ''close your mouth your going to catch flies'' I told her laughing ''but how'' she said ''it don't take a math genius to know that both of you guys like each other'' I told her I ain't going to lie Angela makes Durian happy I have never seen him smile the way he does when he's next to her I think they would be great together ''all I have to say is you better take your shot Ang because you know he likes you to'' I told her she then nodded and smiled at me. It was the next day and we saw Queen come out with her dad and lay by her side I ran up to her and hugged her ''are you ok what happened'' I asked her she gave me a bug smile ''nothing happened kentrel I'm fine'' she told me I knew she was lying but I didn't want to pressure her into telling me she saw Ang and went to hug her I took a breath and pulled my phone out and texted my man Dolt and told him if everything  was ok he texted back saying yeah and if everything was good on my side one thing about my people was that they knew my family even though my family don't know them and they think as queen as a sister in fact everybody was considered family around the trap I texted them that queen was in the hospital but everything was ok I put my phone back in my pocket and went to tell queen I was leaving she said ok and I left. I was coming home when I saw my dad sitting in the kitchen ''wassup old man'' I said laughing he looked at me and laughed ''boy I can still move the same way you can'' he said I sat in front of him and looked at what he was doing ''so how's your girlfriend'' I asked him he didn't answer so I got up and decided to do something that he would never expect I went behind him and ran far so when I ran to him I would tackle him down I took a breath and started to run toward him while hos back was turn and to my luck he moved just in time just for me to fall on the floor ''told you I still got it'' he said getting up and going to the couch so I followed ''you know when you was growing up you was fucking terrible your attitude was monstrous and unbearable you was a bad kid to take care of you know that'' he told me I gave him a smile that showed all my teeth he laughed ''what can I say I've always been a problem child'' I told him ''but one thing about you was that you was always caring about someone especially queen y'all was inseparable and it was kind of funny me and her dad would watch y'all and we instantly knew y'all would be close'' he stopped and looked at me ''all we ever did was help keep you guys safe and sometimes I feel like I failed you and that I couldn't help you through anything you lost a friend and I didn't know what to do you was in your room and I didn't know what to do'' he said I'm not going to lie my dad was a strong person he did everything for me and at the same time I was the one trying to help him out I could see that my dad was trying his best and was trying to make sure I wasn't hurt and then at that I was playing a dangerous game and he didn't know that at times I was putting everybody life endanger but I did everything to make sure nobody was hurt but look how that turned out ''dad you did everything a dad was suppose to do so please don't beat yourself up because of what happen please'' I told him he gave me a small smile an grabbed my head pushing it we laughed and watched tv.