To Love and Lost

Queen Pov

I was in the kitchen fixing breakfast for my dad and lay when I got a text from mya telling me to open the door so I did ''WELL GOOD FUCKING MORNING'' she yelled ''good morning Angela'' my dad said coming in, me and my dad wasn't on good terms since yesterday like how could you let this women come back and talk about mom and then say she loved her right in front of her face and not do anything about it, lay came running through and hugged mya lay liked angela they were so close that one day for hero day at her school she dressed up as her and said she's a hero because she see through people shit I wasn't shocked because all lay did was hang around me and angela so hey it is what it is I guess ''we need to hurry up... ooh I want some bacon'' she said getting it ''well damn angela how you gonna ask and take it at the same time'' she just shrugged and sat down ''so did you start packing'' she asked me ''not really'' I told her cause I knew she was going to start raising hell ''and why the fuck not'' she said getting up from her seat I turned my body so that k was now looking at her ''I mean maybe I don't want to go'' I said at a whisper '' come again say what'' she said looking at me crazy ''maybe we should do something else like go to Jayden's summer party maybe'' I said whispering the part about Jayden party I could've swore that mya was going to throw something at me she took a breath before talking and started to feel my head ''are you fuckin sick cause for a second I could've sworn you said Jayden's summer party'' she said I moved back a little ''because I did'' she took her stuff and left ''WAIT ANGELA JUST HEAR ME OUT'' I yelled following her ''I don't wanna hear it queen'' she said steady walking ''brush it's just the party then we can go to Atlanta I know how bad you wanna go and that we really was planning this since eighth grade but it's not like were not going'' I told her she stopped and looked at me and smiled ''fine but I'm coming and then were going to Atlanta, party and Atlanta'' she said holding up her picky ''party and Atlanta'' I said picky promising her ''wait ain't his party like at the end of summer'' she said I thought about it sure was ''okay Atlanta and party'' I told mya we laughed and started walking to school. I was now in class waiting for my teacher to come in when I saw kentrel and Yvette come in and sit down I just rolled my eyes at them I was on my phone when I felt a light tap on my shoulder I looked up with a aggravated look ''what do you want'' I said harshly ''I just wanted to say sorry about what I said to you I was in the wrong and I shouldn't have said that'' she sais fidgeting with her fingers I just looked at her maybe Yvette wasn't a bad person maybe that's why kentrel like her so much I took a deep breath a looked at the seat next me which was empty indicating that she can sit and she did ''look Yvette it's not your fault entirely it was kentrel's but thank you for apologizing though'' I told her she started smiling and hugged me I was caught off guard for a minute but I hugged her back ''hey um I don't know if kentrel told you but were going to Atlanta for summer if you want to come you can'' I told her ''he did but I'm going to visit my auntie this summer'' she said before thanking me for the invitation and leaving and sitting on kentrel's lap he looked up and waved at me I waved back and laid my head down. I was now in the bathroom puking up breakfast and blood I sat on the floor for a couple of minutes before getting up and leaving while leaving  I but into Jayden and the basketball team ''my bad Jayden'' I told him ''it's ok, so did you take up my offer'' he asked I was kind of confused at first but I remembered what he asked me ''oh yeah me and  my friend will be there'' I said with a small smile ''that's greet see you there then'' he said looking at me up and down so I left when I was walking I heard a little bit of whispers and hands clap but I didn't care I was to hungry to go ask what they were talking about. I went in lunch and saw mya boo'd up with her girlfriend and kentrel with Yvette, damn I fucking lonely ''well hey to you'' I heard I looked at who it was and it was Curtis ''hey Curtis'' I told him getting ready to go over there ''I bet you was thinking that your lonely as fuck'' he said with his arm around my neck I laughed at him ''hey y'all'' I said sitting down ''wassup'' everybody said, the rest of the day went by and all of us where laughing, talking and getting along something tells me that this summer and our last  year will be fun no drama just friends hanging out.