-Angst
-Fluff
Abusive choreographer
Warning: Mentions of abuse and self harm.
Hongjoong couldn't remember when their choreographer had started being violent but it must have been about a few months ago. It started because Hongjoong had been feeling down and was making mistakes on the choreography. After the session he was asked to stay behind and their choreographer had slapped him and told him to stop letting the team down. Since he was already feeling depressed he thought that he deserved it however in the past few months the choreographer wouldn't attack him if he made mistakes he would attack him if any of the members made mistakes saying that he was responsible for them.
Hongjoong had just believed him and thought that he deserved every punch, kick, slap and cut he received. Sometimes when they all messed up he would cut Hongjoong with a knife. No one knew about what was going on and Hongjoong was too scared of what he'll do if he tells someone therefore he just stayed quiet and continued to get beat. The choreographer also downgraded him knowing that Hongjoong was already self conscious. He would call Hongjoong fat, dumb, ugly, irresponsible, repulsive and many other words that really hurt Hongjoongs feelings.
As a result underneath the baggy jumpers, that he said he wore because they were comfortable, he was very skinny and almost anorexic. He wore alot of makeup and even wore makeup at home so that he didn't disgust the others. He barely ate and whenever he did he would most likely throw up afterwards. He wanted to tell someone, anyone but he was too scared. Today was just another day. They were all in the studio waiting for the choreographer to arrive. Hongjoong was praying that none of the members made mistakes otherwise he would have to deal with the results. After session Hongjoong stuck by Seonghwa trying his best not to have to stay.
"Hongjoong can you stay for a second I want to go over a certain move with you" said the choreographer. "S-sure" replied Hongjoong knowing he was gonna get beaten. Mingi had made a mistake because his back was playing up, Yunho made a mistake because he was keeping an eye on Mingi and Seonghwa made a mistake because his shoe laces came undone and he tripped and missed a step. Everyone else had left and the choreographer walked up to Hongjoong and backed him up against the wall. "Still being irresponsible hmm...well you little slut how about you cheer me up and let me use your worthless body to pleasure me yeah" said their choreographer. Hongjoong just nodded and he felt as though time was going in slow motion and all he could do was stand there as the choreographer took his jeans off and pulled Hongjoongs down.
He pushed Hongjoong to the floor and pulled down both their boxers. Hongjoong wanted to scream and shout but he felt like he had been silenced and for some reason had completely lost his voice. However he realised that he still had his voice when he screamed out in pain which got him a punch to the jaw. After about 35 minutes of torcher the choreographer finally stopped raping Hongjoong. He walked out leaving Hongjoong in pain half naked on the floor. Hongjoong wiped his tears and put the rest of his clothes back on before getting up and limping out. He couldn't go back to the dorm in this state so instead Hongjoong went to his studio. The rapper sighed as he got inside, he made his way to his chair and winced in pain as he sat down. After a while he fell asleep but when he woke up he was in his room with everyone crowded round him.
"Who hurt you Joongie?" Asked Seonghwa. "It's ok we won't hurt you", "We can make sure they get fired", "If you tell us then we will make sure they don't touch you ever again", "I'm gonna seriously hurt whoever did this". Questions came flowing from all but one person. They just stayed silent with a look of the same pain and hurt as Hongjoong. "He r-raped me" said Hongjoong as he finally stopped staring at the silent male. "Who?", "Our...c-choreographer" replied Hongjoong as he watched anger flash over each member's faces. All but one. The silent male was wearing baggy trousers, baggy turtle neck jumper and alot of makeup. That's when he realised that he was also getting abused by the choreographer. Hongjoong got up and started walking towards the male. Everyone else watched silently.
