I'm the Maid of My EX [Done ✅]

To Do List: #46

"Its your father, Serina."

Hindi muna nagprocess yung mga sinasabi ng mama ni Dexter. I am confused. Hindi ko alam kung paano napagpasyahan ni Papa na idamay pati ang pamilya ni Dexter. I don't know how to put my emotions to words at ang alam ko lang talaga ay nakakalito ang mga pangyayari.

"For the record, I still don't want you for my son." Hindi ko alam kung naiiyak ba yung mama ni Dex or hindi, pati doon nalilito na ako.

"I saw you and you are too reckless. You didn't think your actions thoroughly. You just do what you want and you didn't know how it will affect others. I don't want that for my son. Ayoko na matutunan nya na hindi pinaplano ang lahat at kung ano ang gusto nyang gawin, yun ang gagawin nya. Ayoko syang maging katulad mo, Serina." His mother cried as she said those words.

Its hurtful. Para ako yung mga warning signs sa isang pakete ng yosi, yung ito yung mangyayari sayo kapag nagtuloy tuloy ka pa sa bisyo mo.

I didn't mean it to do it recklessly. Umalis ako kasi hindi ko na kaya. Umalis ako kasi I felt like it is better for me because that place filled my mind with dark thoughts. Mga iniisip na minsan pati ako natatakot na. Ang sama sama ko kasing tao at ayoko na kamuhian ko na ng todo yung tatay ko. That's why I left.

Pero tama yung nanay ni Dexter. Hindi ko inisip kung ano ang magiging epekto non sa tatay ko at sa mga taong nakapaligid sakin. Again, all I ever think about is myself.

I suck being a human.

"Its not because your Dad have a favor to ask. I did it because I know you do not deserve my son. Marami pa akong plano para sa anak ko at hindi kasama doon na sirain nya ang buhay nya." She looked at me sternly.

"...but I saw you two together. I saw how he looks at you. I saw how my son cared. I realized that he is not my baby anymore. I saw him how he stand with his own decisions and be responsible for it. I saw how he's grown from my baby to a man." She paused and then looked down to wipe her tears and then she looked at me again but with pride.

"Don't blame your father for all the things I've done. He loves you and he just said that, for you to come home but I know he didn't mean to hurt you. I did that because I wanted it and I was wrong. I was wrong for all of it. I'm sorry, son. I'm sorry, Serina."

I was crying again, not for me, for Dexter because her mother said those things for him and I saw the pride of his Mom dahil napalaki nya si Dexter ng mabuti. Umiiyak ako kasi akala ko buong buhay ko na ipaglalaban yung pagmamahalan namin ni Dexter and if his mother will not still approve of me, I know what's the right thing to do.

But now I'm scared.

"Hija, you were so good for my son. You prove to me every single thing that I thought of you is wrong. But, I'm not here to yell and tear you two apart. I'm here for a proposal."

"Pwede po bang saglit lang po, let us process the things you told us. Sobrang naguguluhan pa rin po kasi ako." I gathered all of my courage to say.

Ano ba tong nararamdaman ko? Bakit parang ang bigat?

"I understand hija." I let out a sighed.

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After that we go home. Dexter drove me to my house near the university. Gusto kong sabihin na ayoko pang umuwi. Gusto ko munang magisip pero alam ko pagod din sya, parehas kaming gulat.

"Want to go somewhere?" Nabigla ako ng nagsalita sya after a long silence.

"Kakagulat naman 'to." Sabi ko sa kanya.

"May mas nakakagulat pa ba na walang mass testing pero naglift na ng Community Quarantine?"

"Ano?" Sabi ko, hindi ko maintindihan para syang nagsalita ng alien.