Don't be afraid

Chapter 17

Jealous.

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"Hey babe" Justin smiled as I opened the front door for him.

"Hey" I smile as I approach him.

"You ready for another day at college?" He laughs.

"Sure" I sigh and roll my eyes.

"Let's go" he speaks, and grabs my arm, shutting the front door behind us.

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"You seemed happier when you were with me" Sam whispers from behind me in our Science class.

I roll my eyes "whatever"

"Justin's got nothing on me" he laughs "talk about downgrades and that"

"Your just jealous" I roll my eyes.

If Justin heard him talking about him like this I'm sure he'd be dead within two seconds. Considering he's a vampire and all.

The rest of Science went on with Sam moaning and being jealous about me and Justin.

I called him up on being jealous a few times, but he just seemed to deny it every time. I'm not bothered anyway.

He can be jealous all he wants, whether he admits it or not. It's not going to change how I feel about me and Justin lately. So most of Science I chose to block him out and ignore him.

"Hey Jess" I hear and turn to see Lance walking towards me with a huge folder in his hands.

"Hey" I smile at my boy best friend.

"How are you?" He smiles back.

"Good thanks" I nod "and yourself?"

"Good" he smirks.

It goes quiet for a few moments as we carry on walking to our next class.

History.

"I like Justin" he brings up "seems like a nice guy" he smiles.

"yeah,i'm glad someone likes him"I laugh.

"Who doesn't like him?" He questions.

"People" I roll my eyes.

"Name a few" he gestures for me to explain.

"Sam" I state.

"He's a fucking maniac, he's just jealous take no notice, who else?" He asks shocked that anyone could possibly dislike Justin.

"Uh.. i don't know" I mumble.

"Take no notice to Sam, he's just jealous Jess" he huffs.

I shrug "I don't see how he can not like him anyways" I reply as I take a seat in history.

He opens his mouth to speak again but is interrupted "Hey Jess!" We both hear and look up and see Matt with his perfectly styled brown hair, and bright green eyes.

"Hi Matt" I smile at him as he takes seat next to us.

"I didn't know you took this class" Lance speaks up.

"Well actually, I decided to take this class up instead of Geography, they gave me the choice out of them two and put me in this class, I was meant to be in here yesterday but I was called out to see the principle about my lessons" he rolls his eyes.

"Nice to have you Matt" he smiles to him.

"You too..." Matt trails for his name.

"Lance" both me and Lance speak at the same time.

"You too Lance" Matt smiles and shakes Lance's hand.

Class begins and Mr Johnson pairs us up into groups to work on a home product.

"Can we go in a three?" I ask, pointing to me Lance and Matt.

"Of course Miss" Mr Johnson smiles.

This should be fun.

The Renaissance period in History is probably my favorite.

We've been told to sketch some ideas to show a PowerPoint with sketches and information about what we think the books by Vesalius,Galen and Harvey included.

We sketch ideas down and notes and Matt speaks up to me "was that guy giving you a hard time in science?" He asks.

"What guy?" I question.

"The one with the brown hair, and the sharp jaw bones" he describes.

"Oh Sam" I click on "he's my ex, he's just trying to persuade me to go back to him" I roll my eyes "not gunna happen though"

"That's good" he smiles "he's an ex for a reason"

"Hey Jess!" I hear from the behind me and turn to see Sam.

Does he seriously always have to show up everywhere?

"What do you want now Sam?" I scowl at him.

"Now come on, you know you still love me" he giggles.

"No I don't asshole" I cross my arms.

"Should of went with Vanessa, she always had a thing for me even when we were together" he slouches back.

Is he serious?!

Bringing up my dead sister?

Now that's low.

Extremely low.

"Alright Sam that's enough now" Lance cuts in.

"Maybe Vanessa would of appreciated me" he smirks.

"Can you not bring Vanessa up right now please? Do you not know about her?" I ask, and wipe a few unknown tears away.

"Maybe I should text her and see how she's doing you know, haven't seen her around in a while" he mumbles, not listening to what I'm trying to say.

"Hey mate, stop it your obviously trying to upset her" Matt speaks.

"And I bet your just trying to get in my girls pants aren't you, just like Justin" Sam rolls his eyes.

"Quit it with the jealousy man, were just friends"Matt replys.

"Oh please, that's what they all say" Sam laughs.

"So.. should I call Vanessa? See if she answers? I'm sure she will" he smiles "she always had the crush on me, but me and you were too happy wasn't we baby girl?" He smirks.

Does he not know about Vanessa?

"She's.. she's dead Sam" I speak barely above a whisper, watching his naturally tanned face go straight to grey as soon as I say that and stand up, walking out of the classroom.

"Wait! Jess! I didn't-" but before he can finish I rush out of the classroom and rush down the corridor until I bump straight into someone, looking up at them through my teary eyes I see Justin.

"What's up baby?" He questions as he wipes away a few escaping tears.

I wrap my arms around him tightly, not wanting to let go and sob into his chest.

"Let's get you home" he says and we lead the way to the office and he tells the office that I'm sick and he's going to take me to the doctor.

And surprisingly it worked.

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A/N

Ayeeee, I updated😁

Crap update but😕 hope you liked it anyway!

Happy New Year's Eve/happy new year! Hope you all have a lovely 2015☺️

Lots of love🌚

-Shauna xoxo