My heart falls into pieces, as I stare at our glowing bodies.
My logic stopped doing it's job for a really long time ago.
"Grayson.. You are aware of what is happening, aren't you?"
I ask him, as he keeps watching me, smiling widely.
I don't understand anything.
What is happening?
What does he mean by telling me he is the sun?
How am I the moon?
Why am I glowing like him?
"Ethan.." he tells me, cupping my head with his hands and getting closer to me. Therefore, everything turns upside down once again.
I lose myself.
My pain fades away as he strokes my cheeks, giving me all his love through his touch.
"You will understand everything one day,"
My heart pounds. Being this close to him does not bother me anymore. My heart is filled with his love, my brain is full with the thoughts of his touch on me.
"You are both my day and night."
I try to say something.
I have to say something.
"The time that passes is lie
I have gone mad without my control."
Supernovas,
Fireworks,
Crazy wind,
Him..
"Please don't ask me why,
Just kiss me this time,
My only dream.. is about you and I.."
He gets even closer to me.
I am feeling every emotion I could ever feel at the same time.
His words takes me somewhere else.
I don't know if he is aware of everything. I don't know if he is regretful about loving me. But I am regretful very much about myself.
I can't love him like the way he loves me..
"Grayson," I whisper, not pulling back, but getting closer.
I feel tears on my face.
I am crying.
I am crying.
".. I.. I want to love you too.."
I say, ignoring my tears, and enjoying every second of being with him.
I need him.
I know and I am sure.
He is my home.
I treated him so wrong when he was alive.
But I have always needed him.
I have always loved him.
But if this is what happens when he loves me.. I want to fall in love with him.
Grayson smiles, as our eyes stare each other, deeply, meaningfully.
"..Do you understand me? If it feels that beautiful, if it makes every weather go crazy, if it feels alive, I want to love you too.."
Grayson smiles, wiping my tears.
He presses his naked, starry chest against mine.
And I swear, I fucking feel the heat of the stars like they are pieces of the sun.
I hold my breathe as he looks down at my lips.
My mind is telling me so many things.
You are hypnotized Ethan.
This is dangerous.
Ethan, we have to do something.
Ethan, don't get tricked.
If you love someone you have to know what is right and what is wrong.
Mia's voice echoes in my head.
This could be a game.
I might be getting tricked.
I might be so near the death.
"Ethan.. look at the stars in you.."
He says, wrapping his arms around me, making me feel his heat again.
I gasp with the feeling of his closeness and his touch.
I am going insane, I don't want to stop him like I used to, when he was alive.
But what is right, and what is wrong?
I still don't understand anything. What is happening?
Does Grayson knows what is happening?
He looks like he knows.
What is gonna happen if I kiss him?
What if I love him one day?
"..You are carrying all the stars of your love.."
