I am kissing him.
I am kissing him under the beautiful sunset.
He is dying between my lips.
He wraps his arms around my neck, as I taste the strawberry gum.
I hold him tighter as our lips move in sync, and my brain has never felt this numbness before.
I hear the waves go harder as the wind touch us gently.
I can see the sparkles and the orange lights of the setting sun even though my eyes are closed.
My heart is beating onto his chest.
I feel him stroking my back.
I let my tears drop as I keep kissing him, gently.
A warm feeling grows inside of me, getting deeper along with the kiss.
Everything turns upside down as always.
My emotions, colors, voices.
Summer breeze caresses our skin.
It is like I have never felt alive.
I have never felt this.
My heart aches, as the feeling of Grayson's body becomes lighter.
I don't open my eyes.
I won't open my eyes.
I am just gonna kiss him.
I am kissing him.
Moon kisses the sun, for a hello but also for a goodbye.
It was always their fate.
My heart pounds as I hear the sound in my head.
Life is a series of hellos and goodbyes,
I am afraid it is time for goodbye again.
Grayson..
The feeling of his lips, leaves mine.
I am scared of opening my eyes.
His inner thoughts keep echoing in my head as I hear a loud voice of something collapsing.
This is our dream world, it will always be.
Grayson..
Ethan.
"No! I am not gonna open my eyes!"
I yell, holding his body tightly.
"Thank you for touching me"
I smell his strawberry gum breathe once again. But I am not daring myself to open my eyes.
I don't want to see him.
Glitters, sparkles, fireflies, waves, orange sun, moon, stars..
Him..
I want to stay with him..
More collapsing..
I want to look at him.
But I know it will be hard for me.
Things are already really hard for me.
I am not gonna look at him.
I feel everything that I am scared of.
I am seeing red, I am seeing blue, I am seeing every color.
I let them blend, because of you.
"Ethan"
Don't go.
"See you on the other side"
His body leaves me entirely.
His lips, his hands, his body are gone.
Ocean waves stopped.
Wind stopped.
Frozen.
Time is frozen.
"Grayson?"
My voice is weak.
"Grayson?"
I can't open my eyes.
I hear the birds singing for the last time along with the scent of him.
My body is weak and I am still crying.
I can still feel the taste of him, in my mouth.
I hear echoes, and so many things.
And then I hear him, probably for the last time, before my feet leave the ground.
"Want some Sprite?"
