01:07 am
"Thanks for having me," Mia says, standing up from her seat and smiling at me.
"You can stay for the night if you want, you know." I tell her, feeling quite scared to sleep. This is the first time I am getting scared of sleeping.
I don't know what I am gonna witness and I don't know if it is gonna work.
What's gonna happen if it works?
What am I gonna tell him?
Are we actually gonna communicate?
Is that even possible?
"My parents called me like thousand times, even though we are 22, I am not as lucky as you. I still need to stay with them until I find a suitable job."
I laugh.
I am not really lucky that I am alone in this apartment.
I used to be with him.
"What is up with this room dude?.."
She tells me, terrified.
My heart sinks.
"What do you mean?"
She studies the living room, frowning her brows.
"I almost feel.. woe.."
I can't help but look at the middle of the living room.
My heart sinks again.
Again,
Again.
"I..um.." I scratch my neck. "Uh.. He hanged himself here.."
My words shock her once again, the memory of that day flashes through my mind and puts my thoughts in a dark place again.
"I am so sorry."
She says, not even making an eye contact.
"Mia," I say, "I have never asked you this but.."
She looks at me, not knowing what to do probably because she said something she should not have.
"Grayson.." His name.
"Did he ever... told you something about death or something?"
Mia looks down. And I remember, red was his favorite color. And Mia is wearing a red shirt.
Everything reminds me of him.
"You guys are not only twins, but you also have so many secrets like each other.."
I can't put any meaning into her words, but I shiver.
"What do you mean?"
She smiles, biting her lower lip.
"He did not tell me anything, but I always felt he had so many secrets, and so many things going on inside his mind."
She opens the door to leave.
And adds, "Just like you.."
