burning sun

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It hurts..

It hurts..

My back, my legs, my arms..

What is this feeling?..

No, better question.

Why am I feeling this..

Is it because I have been sleeping in a tent and now my body is not good at getting used to my soft bed again?

That's a stupid thing to ask.

"Jesus.."

I try to open my eyes but the hotness of the air burns me and it really does feel good in a way. 

Oh.. It is summer right..

I should have closed the windows.

It feels like a knife cuts through my eyes when I finally decide to shut up and open my eyes. But instead of my small room, I find myself in a beach.

Empty beach.

Strong waves, burning sun, sweet smell of the summer.

Birds singing songs, wind touches my bare skin in a relaxing way.

"What the fuck"

Is all I could say.

What?

"Leo what have you done now?"

Did they actually dragged me near the sea while I was sleeping? 

Wow, they must want to die.

I am going to kill him.

Sand is burning my back. 

I try to get up but I have never felt an ache like this. My legs can't carry me. It feels like someone punched me thousands of times. 

"You could have left me a fricking sun cream at least," I mumble, sighing.

Just great.

Everything feels normal. Just a fricking dumb prank just because I pissed them off. 

Beautiful California Beach. 

Yeah.

...

No.

Where is everyone?

It is California..

No fricking way I am alone here.

What the..

"Leo?"

I scream.

"Heeeey?! Can someone here me?!"

I look my back, my left, my right.

This is a fricking endless beach.

There is no way there can be a place like this..

My emotions get complicated all over again, making me forget the feeling of the burning sun.

The only voice I am hearing is the waves, birds and the soft wind.

Nothing more or less.

I can not move.

I can't walk. 

What is happening?

Did I fricking die in my sleep?

How did I come here?

Where is everyone?

If I am dead then is this paradise?

Wow, so am I a good person?

Where are the angels?

I am really confused, I don't really know what to do since my legs just refuse to move. 

I try to think a way to get out of here, lifting my head and closing my eyes.

Too bright.

Too bright to be normal.

I think it was the moment, when I thougt I actually died. 

In my sleep, peacefully, not feeling any pain.

And I thought, 'Oh wow, what an amazing way to die.'

And I felt the sadness, because I did not have a chance to say goodbye to my parents.

And it was the very first moment, when everything around me shined, shined, shined..

I felt someone watching me, but I was too scared to turn back.

Because I knew..

I knew who it was.

My heart trembles, my heart, my legs..

I feel a beautiful sensation that everyone feels when they smell the scent of their missed ones..

Every wall I built against everything in life, shatters.

"G-Grayson?"


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