It hurts..
It hurts..
My back, my legs, my arms..
What is this feeling?..
No, better question.
Why am I feeling this..
Is it because I have been sleeping in a tent and now my body is not good at getting used to my soft bed again?
That's a stupid thing to ask.
"Jesus.."
I try to open my eyes but the hotness of the air burns me and it really does feel good in a way.
Oh.. It is summer right..
I should have closed the windows.
It feels like a knife cuts through my eyes when I finally decide to shut up and open my eyes. But instead of my small room, I find myself in a beach.
Empty beach.
Strong waves, burning sun, sweet smell of the summer.
Birds singing songs, wind touches my bare skin in a relaxing way.
"What the fuck"
Is all I could say.
What?
"Leo what have you done now?"
Did they actually dragged me near the sea while I was sleeping?
Wow, they must want to die.
I am going to kill him.
Sand is burning my back.
I try to get up but I have never felt an ache like this. My legs can't carry me. It feels like someone punched me thousands of times.
"You could have left me a fricking sun cream at least," I mumble, sighing.
Just great.
Everything feels normal. Just a fricking dumb prank just because I pissed them off.
Beautiful California Beach.
Yeah.
...
No.
Where is everyone?
It is California..
No fricking way I am alone here.
What the..
"Leo?"
I scream.
"Heeeey?! Can someone here me?!"
I look my back, my left, my right.
This is a fricking endless beach.
There is no way there can be a place like this..
My emotions get complicated all over again, making me forget the feeling of the burning sun.
The only voice I am hearing is the waves, birds and the soft wind.
Nothing more or less.
I can not move.
I can't walk.
What is happening?
Did I fricking die in my sleep?
How did I come here?
Where is everyone?
If I am dead then is this paradise?
Wow, so am I a good person?
Where are the angels?
I am really confused, I don't really know what to do since my legs just refuse to move.
I try to think a way to get out of here, lifting my head and closing my eyes.
Too bright.
Too bright to be normal.
I think it was the moment, when I thougt I actually died.
In my sleep, peacefully, not feeling any pain.
And I thought, 'Oh wow, what an amazing way to die.'
And I felt the sadness, because I did not have a chance to say goodbye to my parents.
And it was the very first moment, when everything around me shined, shined, shined..
I felt someone watching me, but I was too scared to turn back.
Because I knew..
I knew who it was.
My heart trembles, my heart, my legs..
I feel a beautiful sensation that everyone feels when they smell the scent of their missed ones..
Every wall I built against everything in life, shatters.
"G-Grayson?"