Summer breeze..
Yes..
Ocean waves, gentle wind, beautiful scent of the forest..
Rustle of the trees..
Beautiful skies an my brother, my one and only brother..
I came back for you Grayson.
Open
Your
Eyes
Ethan
Open
Your
Eyes!
***
"Ethan?"
I open my eyes, gasping for air.
My head is killing me, my stomach hurts more than ever.
Wind greets me once again, I smell the forest and the summer.
I am back..
I am back..
"Grayson.."
I try to adjust the place.
What have I done to myself?
I am pretty sure it is not healthy at all.
But I am also not sure if I care about it.
"Ethan.. What have you done?"
I hear him getting closer to me as I feel my feet in space..
Oh, we are still on the edge of the cliff.
My feet are hanging down.
My back is laid down, and my eyes find him eventually.
"Wha-What?.."
I look at him. His starry eyes. His glowing skin.
I hold my chest again, feeling extremely satisfied.
I did it.
I came back again.
I don't have to wait until the night. I can fall asleep whenever I want. Sleeping pills worked.
"What have you done Ethan? Your head is aching, your breathing is uneasy. What have you done?"
I straighten myself, trying to ignore my unbearable pain.
It is okay.
It is okay.
"I.. I came back for you.."
I reply to him, trying to focus on the wave sounds to calm my brain.
The sun is still in the same place. It should have already left.
Do we still have time? Why it's not going down?
Am I good?
Are we good?
Grayson chuckles at me, touching my hair.
Waves go harder, fireflies go higher. And all the stars he has under his skin, blinds me once again.
"Subterfuge.."
He smiles, stroking my hair, watching me with explosions in his eyes.
I forget every word I know, as always.
