are you insane?

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05:44 a.m

"Ethan.. Ethan!"

I hear a softer sound. My heart pounds. 

Grayson..

Grayson..

"Stop.. Punching the tree." I mumble.

I hear a click sound and my empty room lightens.

"Are you fucking okay I am going crazy over here.."

Thunders.. 

Rain..

Lightning..

Waves..

Screams..

"Mi-Mia?"

I try to catch my breathe as I jump on my bed, soaked. My throat is hurting. My heart is hurting. Everything is hurting.

"Ethan what the fuck were you dreaming about? I am fucking scared I thought you were dying.."

What...

I am not.. sleeping..

"Fucking answer my you little bitch"

I rub my eyes.

I have to go back to sleep. 

Grayson is hurting himself. He is hurting himself. He is sad. He is angry. I have to go back. 

I have to go back.

I

Have

To

Go

Back

"Mia get the fuck out of here I have to go back to sleep"

I quickly put my head on my pillow, turning my back to Mia.

"No you fucking can't. What was that screaming? Are you even breathing?"

I hold my sheet tightly, shutting my eyes close. My mind is not letting me to do anything besides repeating the same thing.

I have to go back.. I have to go back..

"Mia get out."

I need to take much more sleeping pills. 

I need to sleep.

I need to sleep.

"I am not leaving this room. I knew it was a fricking mistake to make you pray to that god damn tree."

I hear her sighing. 

"Turn off the lights and leave."

Grayson please calm down when I come back. Please. Please.

"Are you insane, Ethan? If you could hear the sounds you made, you would leave this house."

"I am telling you for the last time. Fuck off and never come back. You woke me up. Why are you even here? This is my house I can make any sound if I want to."

Are you insane?

Are you insane?

Are you insane?

"Rude motherfucker. I am trying to help you. What the fuck was that Ethan? This can be something dangerous, you know that right? You don't fucking remember anything I told you. Don't you remember the story I told you about that mother and her dead son?"

I push my patience limits once again.

"I remember, Mia. God damn it, I REMEMBER!"

My voice echoes in the empty room. 

"I REMEMBER EVERYTHING BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER HIM! OKAY? STOP FUCKING BEING ANNOYING AND LEAVE MY HOUSE I NEED TO GO BACK TO SLEEP YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND STOP!"


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