Reality Hit Me [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 44!-I forget to forget you.

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"Anak, kaya sobrang strikto ng papa mo sayo,d-dahil he don't want to see you like this..Miserable in a young age..It's breaking our heart,nak." mahabang sambit nya, mas tumulo ang mga luha ko, she became my shoulder. My mom's shoulder was the most comfortable shoulder for me.

"Yet...I failed, I'm sorry for trusting that guy,sweetie..I'm sorry for not protecting you,enough." Sumulpot si Daddy, he went on my side too. I cried so hard, I cried on there shoulder..tang ina pano ko nagawang magalit ng patago sakanila dati? Bakit?

Puro bakit nasa isip ko, kailan masasagot lahat?

"We're sorry for not noticing how sad you are this past few weeks and months, you know hindi nalang ikaw ang alaga namin." biro pa ni Dad, napatawa nalang kaming tatlo.

"Mmy...Ddy...A-ate!" napangiti kami ng marinig ang boses ng anghel sa pamilya namin. Sabay sabay kaming tumayo at pumunta sa kanya.

Ayos lang na mawala lahat sakin, wag lang ang pamilya ko.

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It's been a week since that day happen,pero nandito pa din yung sakit, ni hindi nabawasan. I am here outside of our house, while looking at the brightest stars. I hope you wouldn't leave me, just like how he leave me,stars.

The moon caught my attention,for the first time.I tried to stare at the moon, yung matagalan. But the moon was too bright, brighter than the stars. Pero bakit sobrang lungkot kapag tumitingin ako sa'yo? Why am I having this feeling that behind of your brightest light you are dying inside? Why? Ng hindi ko kayanin sa sobrang pagkalungkot na nararamdaman habang nakatingin ako sa buwan, I decided to play a song, my favorite song.

"Let Me Be The One"
by Jimmy Bondoc

Somebody told me you were leavin'~
I didn't know~~

Wala naman nagsabi sakin na aalis ka...Kung alam ko lang,sana...Sana di nalang kita minahal ng todo.

Somebody told me you're unhappy....
But it doesn't show~
Somebody told me that you don't want me no more, no....

Walang nagsabi saakin na ayaw mo na..pero nung dumating sya...nawala na lahat.

Bakit di nalang ako? nagsimulang tumulo ang luha sa mga mata ko.

So you're walkin' out the door
Nobody told me you've been cryin'
Every night....

Sana. .sana may magsabi sayo na..na..umiiyak ako tuwing gabi, tuwing naalala ka...nasasaktan ako pero bakit ikaw pa din?..

Nobody told me you'd been dyin'....
But didn't want to fight...

Lumaban naman ako...ilang buwan din kitang pinaglaban..pero anong panalo ko sa taong una mong minahal?anong laban ko sakanya na unang nagpatibok ng puso..mo?

Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me...
So I'm settin' you free...

Sige....simula ngayong gabi na'to, papalayain na kita...kahit sobrang sakit na...

Let me be the one to break it up...
So you won't have to make excuses~

We don't need to find a set up where...
Someone wins and someone loses~

We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie

So I'm tellin' you I love you one last time
And goodbye....