Reality Hit Me [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 24- CRUSH MO KO?

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"Mommy!! punta po ulit ako sa fave spot ko mamaya,ah?" paalam ko sakanya,habang nag lilinis ng bahay.

"Paalam ka kay Daddy mo andun pa ata sya sa kusina." she said, binatawan ko muna ang walis.

"Dad! Dad! wait." tawag ko kay Daddy, paalis na kasi.

"Yes nak?" he sweetly said.

"U-uh punta po sana ako mamaya sa always kong pinupuntahan,okay lang po ba?" mahinahon na tanong ko,

"Always ka naman na palang pumupunta doon,why still asking?" he said, nanlaki ang singkit kong mata.

"Gosh! thank you, Daddy!" masiglang sabi ko,I hug him.

He hug me back.

"Just please take care.Okay?" pag papaalala nya, I nodded. Not just once but almost ten nods.

"Bye Daddy! Take care too." pagpapaalala ko din, he smiled sweetly.

"Pinayagan ka?" bungad ni Mommy, I nodded again.

"Buti naman, pupunta kasi ulit ako sa highschool friend ko, madami na'kong natutunan na iluluto." She happily said.

"Talaga mommy? turuan mo din ako ah?" I hopefully said. She happily nodded too.

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Matapos maglinis,maligo ay nag paalam na ako kay Mommy na pupunta sa Fave spot ko.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko pa ginagawa ito.Gayong natatakot akong mas lalong nahuhulog sakanya.

Pagkadating sa nakasanayan kong lugar, naglatag ako ng maliit na carpet sa damuhan at nag simulang tumitig sa sky. I really love staring at it. Napag pasyahan ko din na makinig ng kanta, para mas dama ang sarap ng kapaligiran, chos!

"12:51"

Scrolling through my cellphone
for the 20th time today~
Reading the text you sent me again
Though I memorized it anyway
It was an afternoon in December~
When it reminded you of the day~
When we bumped into each other~
But you didn't say hi 'cause I looked away
..
And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life~~
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night~~
..
'Cause it's 12: 51 and I thought my feelings were gone~
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again~
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight~
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer..
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh........

And I saw you with her,
Didn't think you'd find another~
And my world just seemed to crash~
Shouldn't have thought that this would last~
And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life~
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night~

Nadala ako sa chorus ng kanta, sana di dumating yung araw na iiyak ako ng dahil sayo.

'Cause it's 12: 51 and I thought my feelings were gone~
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again~
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight~
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer...
..
As the sky outside gets brighter~
And my eyes begin to tire~
I'm slowly drowning in memories of him~
And I know it shouldn't matter~
As my heart begins to shatter~
I'm left to wonder~
Just how it should have been yeah.....
..
12: 51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed~
I'm not thinking of you again...
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight~
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on...
Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song...
So much stronger~
Oh oh oh oh.....