Reality Hit Me [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 46!--Shattered Pieces.

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Natapos ang gabi na puro iyak ang nagawa ko, Andito nanaman ako ngayon sa lugar kung san nag umpisa ang lahat, at ngayong araw ko  balak pakawalan sya sa puso ko, pinapangako ko na ito na ang huling araw na mapapadpad ako dito.

Dito nag umpisa ang lahat.. Akala ko kahapon, kaya kong bigkasin ang salitang 'break na tayo.' But ,honestly. Hindi ko kaya, tapos sya...gusto na nya talagang kumawala saakin. Kaya sya na mismo ang nakipaghiwalay, bakit ang sakit sakit?

It was all started with that beautiful and calm place.

It was all started with that.

In that place, we had our first conversation.

In that place, we did shared our first laughter.

In that place we both smiled.

In that place, we had our first kiss.

In that place, he saw how weak I am.

In that place, he did see the loneliness and sadness in my eyes.

In that place, he never judged me whenever he see me crying.

In that place, I let my self cry because I knew that he was always been there.

In that place, that place did witness how our first fight did go.

In that place, we shared different funny jokes or should I say corny jokes?

In that place, I did saw what his weakness is.

In that place, he confess to me.

In that place, he asked me if I have a feelings for him.

In that place, he asked me if I have a chance on him.

In that place, I said 'Yes,I am now your girlfriend.'

In that place, we say 'Iloveyou.' for the first time.

And I didn't expect that,

In the same place where our all 'first' things happens, will be the place where it did takes last.

In that place we ended all the things we used to do.

Lastly,

That place witnessed how he broke up with me.

In that place.

Only in that place.

Only in this place...Eto na ba? kaya ko bang hindi na pumunta dito?

Pwedeng bumalik nalang ako sa mga panahon na hindi kita kilala?

Bakit ka pa dumating sa buhay ko?

Bakit pa?

Bakit ka dadating kung aalis ka din lang pala!?

Ang sakit sakit na..

Habang tumutulo ang mga luha sa mata ko, someone sit beside me..Handling me a handkerchief..I badly want to hope that it was him.

I want to convinced my self that it was you.

Pero hindi ka naman nag dadala ng panyo, since we met. Kaya alam kong hindi ikaw yan.

"Ayaw mo kunin? then i'll just leave it here. Balik mo sakin yan. Bye. Cheer up!"

Sambit ng lalaking hindi ko naman kilala.

Tinignan ko ang panyo na dala nya, at ganun nalang ang pagkamangha ko ng may makita akong parang book ng sketch sa tabi ng puno,kung saan paboritong umupo ni--Kylle.