[ON HOLD] Soft Boi Katsuki - A Bakugo x reader College AU 18+

Chapter 29 - I'm Sorry

Y/N POV

"Kiri! Give me your keys. Now." I say to him.

"Haven't you been drinking?" He asks before handing them over.

"I had one, and the majority of that went over him." I point my thumb at Katsuki over my shoulder who is now sat on the floor. Goes to show how much he cares. Can't even be bothered to fight for me...I stifle my tears as I swipe the keys from his hand and walk to his truck.

I'm just glad he took the gear off of it earlier, I'd feel a right bitch if I had ruined the party for everyone.

Who the fuck is that girl? What is she to him? An old fling? And why now? I'm fighting an inner turmoil right now and I feel my vision start to blur as I drive.

"Fuck!" I slam my hand down on the wheel as the tears become endless again. I pull over and rest my head on the wheel. Waiting for my tears to stop. "Why, Kat?"

*Ping!*

I sigh and take my phone out of my shorts pocket.

1 new text message.

>I'm sorry, can we talk?

"Ugh!" I put my phone back in my pocket. I start the car again and pull off back to my dorm. I am NOT going back to his place.

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Trying to clear my head I've already had a long shower and I'm now in my bed wearing my "comfy" clothes; some leggings and a baggy sweatshirt. I lay myself down and begin listening to some music through my earphones.

I just start to drift off to sleep when I get another message from Katsuki. Really? Why won't he just quit it.

>I'm outside your door... Can I come in, please?

"Shit." I roll my eyes and pull myself up, taking my earphones out and pausing my music.

I walk over to the door and slam it open, leaning against the wall. "What?" I say bored.

"Please let me explain." He says softly.

"Fine." I step back into the room and sit on the edge of my bed with a huff.

He comes in slowly and closes the door behind him. He stands in front of me, really sheepish and rubs the back of his head not making eye contact. "Well? I'm waiting."

He clears his throat and puts his hands in his pockets. "Uh, right. I don't know what you saw... But I can guess it didn't look how it actually went down." He sighs and bites his lip. "I didn't even know she was there... I was just walking down the beach and saw someone standing alone so I went up to them..."

"Mhmm." I roll my eyes and lay back on my bed with a sigh.

"Look, please. I'm really trying here, you know. I'm shit with words... Just, please?" He steps towards me and kneels down in front of me, placing a hand on my knee.

I sit back up, but cross my legs so his hand is no longer on my knee. He looks down to the floor. "Come on then."

"When I got closer I realised who it was so I was gonna leave again. But she approached me and started flirting with me..." I raise my eyebrows at him and click my tongue. He looks up at me and continues. "I tried to push her away but she wrapped her arms around my neck...That's when you showed up."

"How convenient." I seethe.

"Please, Y/N. Please believe me. She means nothing to me. You mean everything." He stands up slightly, putting his hands on my shoulders, forcing me to look up at him. "I love YOU, and only you. I Swear!"

I can feel water starting to fill my eyes again, and my vision goes blurry. He brings his hand up to my face. "Y/N, when you left me on that beach... I...I couldn't even think. My heart shattered into pieces." His voice catches in his throat as he finishes, I wipe my eyes and look at him again.

His face is flushed and his eyes are bloodshot. It's only now that I notice the pure emotion in his face, he looks worn out and distraught. I feel my heart clench at the look on his face.

"Y/N, I don't know what I'd do without you... Please don't leave me." With that he puts his head down in my lap and I can feel his body shaking, his hands are gripping my t-shirt tightly.

"Kat...I--I believe you." He looks up at me, relief in his yes.

"You do?" He asks softly and I nod my head.

I rest my forehead against his with a sigh. "I'm sorry I reacted like that.. I'm sorry I thought you'd do something like that to me... I just--"

"Hey, don't apologise... It wasn't your fault... I know what it must have looked like. And I'm sorry." He lifts my chin with his fingers. Our mouths are inches apart and I can feel his warm breath on my skin.

"I love you, Katsuki." I whisper.

He breaks the distance and kisses me softly, before whispering back, "I love you, more, Y/N." and kisses me again.

I practically jump on him, hugging him tightly. I clench my fists around his top, never wanting to let go and I snuggle my head into his shoulder. "I never want to lose you, Katsuki." I say desperately.

His arms slide around me and he pulls me in closer. "You won't, I promise."

He lifts me up and lays us down on the bed and we cuddle giving eachother soft kisses until eventually we fall asleep in each others arms.