Forfeiture

He's not the same..

Tony was just putting away the last shirt that was on his floor in his cluttered tower room. Stephen was coming over tonight, it had been a couple weeks since they returned from the vaca house, and he was expecting things might get a little teensy bit heated between them. "Gosh Jarvis, don't let me mess this up..."

I doubt you will sir 

After a few minutes Jarvis informed him that Stephen was at the front door already.

"Geez, here we go. Stark charm, don't fail me now..." Tony smoothed down his hair and checked in the mirror before letting him inside. "Hey Stephy! I feel like it's been forever since I saw you last," he gave him a quick kiss before closing the door.

"It feels like centuries," Stephen chuckled lightly. "I've missed you so much" he kissed Tony's cheek.

"Y-Yeah... uh, you wanna drink or something? Movie maybe?.." Tony was making himself feel flustered.

"Movie sounds like fun," Stephen leaned his head on Tony's shoulder. "Perfect advantage for us to cuddle" strange giggled.

Tony blushed as he sat down in his private theatre room with him and turned on whatever romantic comedies were on. He then laid against Stephen and hoped that tonight went well.

Stephen smiled and gave a kiss to Tony's cheek. "I love being with you Anthony..."

Tony bit his lip slightly, feeling nervous. "Yeah, love you too..."

"So much" Stephen whispered and kissed Tony's cheek again. "Being with you always makes me feel so special and happy.."

Tony couldn't take it anymore and he pulled away from him, forgetting to be cool and just gave it to him straight. "I want you to stay with me tonight-... and maybe a little more..." he blushed darkly and looked away, cursing. "So much for Stark charm..." he muttered

Stephen blushed intensely and looked at Tony. "Are you saying you want to make love?" Strange started to feel shy yet a bit excited. "My goodness Anthony.." a smile formed on Stephen's lips as he held the mechanic's hand. "You really want to..?"

Tony blushed darkly and nodded slowly. “I-I didn’t blow it, did I?...”

Stephen smirked and leaned closer to Tony. "No you haven't..." He whispered as he ghosted his lips over the mechanics. "I wanna feel how much you love me~"

Tony blushes more and wraps his arms around Strange, kissing him fiercely. He broke apart only to give him more and more, hungry for passion.

Stephen moaned and gripped the hair on the back of Tony's head. He grinded a bit wanting to feel more from the mechanic. "Please Tony.." strange said breathlessly between kisses. "Love me~" 

Tony grunted and rolled his hips as he felt Stephen, giving him more passionate kisses, letting all of this love start to build up with tension between them now, and friction of course. He wrapped his legs around his waist to gain more, and gave him more and more kisses. Soon clothes were off and Tony blushed even more, this being the first time with Stephen.

Stephen caressed Tony's cheek and looked at him sweetly. "You're so beautiful Anthony..." He wanted to admire the mechanic before anything.

Tony smiled nervously but leaned into his touch, feeling a little less insecure. It had been a rather long time since he'd been up for going this far, he never thought he would be brave enough to do it again. He was also under the most perfect man in the world, which was a plus. "Oh Stephen... you're breathtaking..." he whispered shakily.

"Thank you Anthony.." Stephen never thought he would be able to share such a special experience with someone. He was glad that he's finally going to be with someone he loves. Strange leaned in to give Tony a sweet kiss. 

Tony complied happily, running his hands gently through Stephen's soft curls and smiled more against his lips. Soon things heated more up and love was exchanged, leaving them both exhaustedly intertwined with each other on the couch. Tony hummed and held onto him still, giving him sweet kisses to his neck. "Well that certainly went better than I could've imagined..."

"It was fantastic..." Stephen kissed the top of Tony's head and gently took the mechanic's hand in his. "I'm happy to have shared such a love filled experience with you.." Strange smiled softly at the brunette. 

Tony giggled, flattered by Stephen and nuzzled into his neck, letting his chin rest where the shoulder and neck meet and sighed happily. "It's kinda ironic, how I used to think you were such a dick..." he grinned and held onto his waist as he snuggled. "Now look at me!"

Stephen wasn't completely sure what he meant but he smiled anyways and held Tony close. "Filled with so much love for you .."

Tony realized that Stephen didn't remember that life, and his stomach dropped. He doesn't remember anything... "O-Oh, sorry I was thinking of someone else... whoops..." He bit his lip slightly and tried to ignore that falling feeling inside him.

Stephen's realized that at certain moments Tony keeps mentioning someone else, but who was that? He rather not know though, better that way. "it's okay Anthony.." Strange kept holding the mechanic's hand. 

Tony wanted to believe him so badly, but deep down inside he realized that he still never wanted this. He sat up slowly and gazed at the man who once had another life, but had thrown it all away, including Tony for that matter, to give them a “second chance”. Tony sniffled.

Stephen sat up as well and cupped Tony's cheek. "Anthony what's wrong..?" He asked softly, concern and worry filling him.

“H-How could you do this to me Stephen...” he whispered shakily as tears started to roll down his cheeks. He knew that he would probably assume the intercourse they had just had, but he didn’t much care. How could this stranger claim to love him when his Stephen was gone forever? Since when does breaking something more mend it?

Tony’s heart was far from whole because of this... He quickly put his clothes back on and walked briskly to the door. “I-I have to go...” Where was his mysterious, wonderful, sorcerer Stephen? Why did he leave him with this plain florist that could never conjure up a thousand magic butterflies just to make tony smile... Tony cried harder as he escaped to his room and slammed the door, collapsing onto his bed in a fit of sobs. He felt so heartbroken and betrayed still, it started to make his heart ache. Not like the reactor had done to cause this whole mess, but because it was aching for something real. His Stephen...