Beautiful, sweet, smart, and a wanted criminal. He's not sure who she really is, but he's curious to find out.
A read you won't regret 😉
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"I've made it clear who I want. I guess you have too"
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It took me 2 hours to track down Israel's new number thanks to Mariah and Jason. Now that I had it, I was hesitant to use it. I've told him over and over to live his life and go marry Mya and that's what he's doing. Maybe that was best.
I was spending one more day in Atlanta before heading to Dallas to figure things out with Zaiyr's father Andre and his wife Kalyn. Andre called me earlier suggesting that Zaiyr extend his stay there with him and spend the next school year in Dallas until everything gets cleared up.
Andre isn't malicious and I know he's just thinking about Zaiyr, but I still wasn't so sure. I also would hate to bring Zaiyr home and the feds come in to arrest me in front of him. It's been nearly a month since I've seen Zaiyr, and I missed him terribly. I couldn't imagine being a holiday and weekend mom for a year.
Tyler had left. I figured he was somewhere trying to get a flight home. A part of me felt uneasy that he let go so easily. I felt like he had something up his sleeve. He sent me a text asking could we tell the kids about the divorce together. I agreed. That was another conversation I wasn't ready for. Our kids didn't treat each other like step-siblings. They were close. I was starting to back pedal in my mind again. Was I ready to break up my family?
Israel had made his stance clear. It feels like I shouldn't be wasting time with someone who loves me when he's with me, but loves someone else online. I told Tyler the truth and risked it all, and he's doing fake social media photo ops to fuel his fiancé's security in their relationship. Did I want to throw away all these years for someone like that? I'm going to turn these kids lives upside down and uproot them from everything that they know, because I fell in love with someone else's man? How would they react to the news that I'm pregnant by someone who is not their dad? Someone they have never even met. No matter what Tyler has done, to them I will be the one who ruined our family.
Fuck
I couldn't ignore my heart though. I had to give it a shot right?
Me: stop blocking me and changing your number. This is stupid as hell. I'm going home tomorrow and won't be back. I need to see you
Israel💙: cake tasting with my fiancé. I'll just wait for the check in the mail
Me: Stop. He was jealous and trying to piss you off. You would've done the same if Mya would've popped up
Israel💙: nah
Me: bs. I told Tyler I wanted to be with you. We're really done. I'm guessing Mya still doesn't know tho right
Israel💙: you know she doesn't
Me: exactly. I've made it clear what I want. I guess you have too
