Forty Nine

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Forty Nine
Old Charlie

"I wasn't sure if we could, but I had to go along with it"


"I wasn't sure if we could, but I had to go along with it"

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"You've been watching that girl for hours. Just go over there." Toine suggested. It's been 3 days and Charlie still hasn't said a word to me. I would go over and sit for hours and she would walk around me like I wasn't there. She was barely eating and she had shut everyone out.

"Nah. She'll just ignore me."

Mya hadn't been talking to me either. Which was worse since she was only a few weeks away from giving birth. She wouldn't answer any calls or let me in her house to check on her.

I had just text Mariah to tell her I think we did more harm than good. I watched Charlie all day on the camera and it made me feel fucked up to see how depressed she was. She would sleep most of the day, and when she was awake she was like a walking zombie. When she did finally show any type of emotion, she was crying. She cried for hours on end. I would go over there every time I noticed she was upset, but by the time I would get there she would be stone faced acting like she was busy. She didn't want me to know she was crying, but she knows that I can see her. I wish we could just apologize and talk it out

"I know your ass in hell boy. Two baby mamas pregnant at the same time just a couple months a part. They're both mean as hell. One of them crazier than the other obviously. That's some ghetto shit cuz." "Shut the fuck up."

"I'm just saying. Then you love both of them which is beyond me. What are going to do when these kids get here? Are y'all going to all live in the same house taking turns getting up with the Irish twins?"

He was pissing me off, but the question was valid. I didn't know what I was going to do. Before Charlie came back I knew I was going to marry Mya and move on. Charlie gets under my fucking skin and I hated that, but I love her. I can't help it.

Mariah: I think you should see something. I never sent this to you. Video Attachment

It was a video of the conversation they had Charlie's first night here.

"Do you understand it makes me sick that I'm in love with him?"

"I watched him during their gender reveal, their baby shower, the cute videos of them together that they post. I'm an after thought stuck with his child. You think I want to be cooped up in a house with nothing but my thoughts while he watches my every move from the bed with his fiancé. I'll be hugging a huge body pillow while he'll be with her rubbing her belly and shit."

I  closed the video and sighed.

What the fuck did we do?

"So she killed that man like it wasn't shit in the studio and then got in the car and cried like that? Is she on meds?" Toine asked.

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