Beautiful, sweet, smart, and a wanted criminal. He's not sure who she really is, but he's curious to find out.
A read you won't regret 😉
Rewriting.
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"Baby please say something." I still could not grasp the fact that the love of my life had someone else pregnant. I didn't know if I should be mad or not. However I knew that I was absolutely heart broken.
"Okay." Was all that I could manage to get out. The mood was officially ruined as I sat down next to him. "Okay? Are we okay?" He asked. I tried to force a smile. "Yea. Thanks for telling me." He could sense that my vibe was off. I wasn't mad, per say. I just have been waiting for so long to have this breath of fresh air. This happiness. Just as soon as I tasted it, it was gone. It seemed to always be this way for me and I don't see it changing any time soon. Am I just a professional stepmom? Could I not raise one of my biological children with their biological father and have a happy family? Raising kids that aren't mine so the dad can one day decide to take them and go be with their mother?
"Yea. We're fine." I said placing some loose hair behind my ear. He put his head in his hands. "Charlie...you're lying. Tell me if it's too much. I get it." "I'm trying to process it. I can't lie, my heart hurts. It really hurts."
"Do you still want to be with me though? I'm all in it. I still stand on everything I've told you. I'll go meet your son and anyone else." I cringed at the thought. I felt like this was it. It was the final sign that I needed.
"I think we should take it slow. Maybe let's hold off on you meeting him until we figure this out."
I could hear the frustrated groan that escaped Israel's mouth. "What does that even mean? You're running and I hate that. Let's just do this together." He pleaded. I knew he was tired of this song and dance. I was too. We would be happy briefly and then we weren't. It just felt like we couldn't get this right. I loved him with everything I had, but it felt unfair to move him to Houston and try to blend him into my life while Mya's in Atlanta pregnant.
Tyler's infidelities with Lauren had me scarred and scared to be in that type of situation again. I knew that he didn't hate Mya. I knew that she still loved him. A pregnancy was an emotional bonding experience for the parents and I'm not sure if I'm healed enough to be apart of a situation like this.
"I'm trying. Can you just give me some time. You told me 5 minutes ago and you're asking me to already decide whether this is a deal breaker or not. I'm trying to figure it out." He nodded.
"Do you love me?" He asked. "That goes without saying. It's more to a relationship than that though." "But it's a start. You love me and I love you. We only want each other so what's the deal shor?"
"Let's just say I came here today and told you I was pregnant by Tyler, but it's fine because he finally signed our divorce papers and you know I hate him. Would you be like fuck it we're in love let's just move on together?" I asked. He put his head down.
