"Paano kung oo?"
I changed my seat, and moved few chairs away from him, "Funny ka." I said sarcastically and made face, wishing that he was just joking, but he just grinned.
I hate myself for asking such weird questions, and doing ridiculous acts. Ako lang din naman na-aawkward-an 'nung ginagawa ko 'yon, parang kang baliw, Solana. Bakit kailangan mo pang hawakan hita niya? Baka isipin niyang pinagnanasaan ko siya, ugh!
Natahimik ako nang magsimula ang program, umalis na si Axel at pumalit sa tabi ko si Dark nang matapos siya sa pang-16th rose niya, syempre pang-17th at 18th ang kuya at daddy ni Xyza. Buong gabi na kaming hindi nagkita ni Axel, and I'm not looking for him actually. I still feel awkward, hindi maalis sa isip ko 'yung sinagot niya kanina.
The next day was a Sunday, I had a quick routine sa gym. I woke up at 6 AM, dahil balak kong dumaan ng mall pagkatapos mag-work out para kaunti pa lang ang tao. I just wore a simple shirt with a minimal design at white maong shorts, and my new Fila shoes na binili ko 'nung nakaraan.
I walked inside National Bookstore, 'saka hinanap 'yung big notebook na kailangan ko. Bumili na din ako ng mga extra pens and highlighters, para kung sakaling maubusan ay may extra pa ko. Pag-uwi ko sa bahay, naabutan kong naglu-lunch ang mga magulang ko kasama si Dark.
"No work today?" Bungad ko, I went to mom and gave her a kiss on the cheek. We're complete!
"Your dad needs rest, anak." Mom answered before drinking her juice, I sat beside Dark.
"You need that too, mom." I smiled at her. I looked at dad and he was just quiet, typing something in his laptop while eating. I thought he needs rest? Bakit hanggang sa hapag ay nagtatrabaho si daddy?
Ngayon na lang ulit kami nagkasama-sama ng ganto, but Dark's busy with his phone, talking to her girlfriend. I too, just started eating quietly nang walang imikan. Ako na lang ang naiwan sa mesa nang matapos sila kumain. I invited our helpers to eat with me, 'nung una ay tumanggi pa sila, pero napilit ko pa din. Malungkot kaya kumain mag-isa.
I called Ashley on her phone, I already tried several times, but she was still unattended. I feel sad.
Marami akong friends sa showbiz industry, but honestly, none of them knows any of my problems. We just talk, have fun, but haven't done deep talks like my close friends and I do. I learned that you can be friends and be close with anyone, but only a few from them can be trusted. That's life, and it sucks.
Nag-aral at nag-advance study na lang ako, lalo na sa Taxation. Masyadong strict si Prof. Caniete, kahit sa labas ng room ay hindi pwedeng makipag-biruan sa kaniya. Biruin mo na ang lasing at bagong gising, pero please lang, wag si Prof. Caniete.
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"I need your reports till 12 tonight! Alam niyo na ang mangyayari kapag wala kayong naipasa." Our prof. in Accounting reminded us, he went out nang matapos na ang 2 oras naming klase sa kaniya.
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Lost Out of Love
Romance[Completed] Solana Amelie, a woman with pride and beauty, an actress and a young entrepreneur. Unexpectedly meeting his ex boyfriend- Architect Timothy Axel who dumped her years ago, who's assigned to work with her new branch. Will she be lost out o...
