Love Maze

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Eun Kyung's POV

I thought everything will be fine but, I'm here locking myself inside the bathroom as I cried like a 3 years old.

Akala ko okay na kasi masaya kaming lahat kahit sobrang busy kami dahil sa concerts nila. Akala ko hindi na manggugulo si Lian. Akala ko lang pala lahat kasi ngayon mas grabe yung nangyayari.

Akala ko wala ng problemang darating sa amin ni Jungkook pero nagkamali ako dahil nagpakita nanaman siya ulit after marelease yung rumored-dating news about sa kanila ni Jungkook kahapon.

I already saw the article and yes, buong tapang kong binasa iyon kahit alam kong madudurog yung puso ko. They didn't have any idea na alam ko na and nabasa ko na dahil maghapon kong hindi hinawakan yung phone ko or kahit anong gadgets.

I guess I found my new talent, magpretend na parang walang alam at magtago ng emotion. I learn how to keep my emotions and act okay in front of them kahit sa totoo lang ay unti-unti na akong nadudurog.

Napapagod na akong umiyak sa totoo lang. Ayokong maniwala sa nabasa ko pero hindi ko mapigilan maniwala dahil naalala ko yung narinig kong pag uusap nila sa parking lot last year. Alam kong nangako ako kay Jungkook na sa kanya lang ako makikinig at maniniwala pero sa nangyayari ngayon hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa bang tuparin yung pangakong yun.

Yung perpektong relasyon namin ay unti-unti nang gumuguho. Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa.

Sa sobrang masokista ko kinuha ko yung spare phone ko at binasa ulit yung article, gusto kong kumbinsihin yung sarili ko na hindi totoo yung nabasa ko at nanaginip ako.

"Is is true that Kang Lian, a rising artist-model and Jungkook of BTS are dating?" title pa lang pero wasak na agad ako.

"Last August, the two artist were spotted at the bar in Itaewon together. One of their fan state that they saw the two clinging to each other and act as a couple. There is also a photo captured by their fan wherein they kissed. Also, some sources says that they were also caught going in the same bar together last October.

This photo was captured in Big Hit's parking lot, it looks like that they are having an argument. According to the source, they both settled it with a kiss and they were also caught having a dinner together the same night.

It seems that the two artist were dating privately. We're still waiting for their agency's statement and also, their own statements about this issue."

After reading the whole article, yung mga pictures naman yung tinignan ko hindi ko kasi ito tignan kagabi. There I saw their pictures from the bar up until to their dinner date. Now what? Mas lalo lang akong nasaktan.

Hindi na ako natigil umiyak, hindi ba talaga nauubos yung luha? Good thing, wala dito sila unnie at Ji Ah naiwan kasi sila sa arena kasama yung pito at si Lian. They didn't have any idea na umalis na ako sa arena nung nagstart yung concert. Sinabi ko lang sa kasamang kong stylist na sa artist lounge lang ako maghihintay dahil medyo sumama yung pakiramdam ko nagbilin rin ako na huwag sabihin kay Jungkook na masama pakiramdam ko dahil sigurado akong mag-aalala yun pero hindi nila alam na nandito na ako sa hotel.

The moment I saw Lian earlier bigla na lang akong nawalan ng gana. I didn't even use our service. Nagtaxi ako papuntang hotel.

Bakit ganito kasakit yung binigay sa aming pagsubok? Sana huli na to kasi kung may dumagdag pa baka ako na mismo yung bumigay at kusang sumuko. Kaya kahit hanggang kaya ko pa lalaban ako at magpapanggap na parang walang nangyari.