You're Not Alone

Stuff and Thangs *not a chapter*

Hey friends.

Sorry if you got excited about this update, it's nothing special.

I created this so you can learn a bit more about who I am, so you're not just reading my stories without some insight. So here's 50 facts about me.

1. I am 14 years old.
2. I live in Texas.
3. I have brown hair and brown eyes (picture of me attached ^.^)
4. I'm only about 4'11".
5. I weigh a little over 95 pounds.
6. I'm in colorguard.
7. I'm on varsity colorguard for winter season.
8. I'm a freshman in high school.
9. My favorite show at the moment is the Walking Dead.
10. I'm a Christian, but I'm not the type that goes around shoving scripture down people's throats and beating people over the head with a Bible.
11. I'm addicted to the Kim Kardashian game.
12. I have 3 cats and a dog.
13. I'm involved in theatre.
14. I've been in 3 shows up to date.
15. In 7th grade, I was Sandy in my school's production of Grease.
16. I was also in Peter Pan (which was pretty much a dream come true) and Bye Bye Birdie.
17. You know those Tumblr posts about Peter Pan? I had one of those myself. I went to Disneyworld over the summer and met him. He saw my scars, whispered to me that I was beautiful and he was proud of me when we hugged, and kissed my forehead. I cried immediately afterward.
18. On February 23 of 2015, it will mark two years since I've self harmed. This is why I made February 23 Jen's birthday in You're Not Alone.
19. About two or three years ago, I was sexually assaulted. Since then, I've recovered and use my story to help those who have been through the same thing.
20. As of now, my favorite band is Attila.
21. Fronz is my inspiration. I love how he just never gives a fuck about anything.
22. I shot a gun for the first time on Thanksgiving of this year.
23. I had red hair for two years.
24. I accidentally dyed my hair black, red and purple.
25. When I tried to remove the hair dye, my hair turned a really gross orange-blonde color.
26. My favorite movie is Super 8.
27. I actually can't stand Frozen.
28. I only count the original 6 (Cinderella, Snow White, Aurora, Jasmine, Ariel and Belle) as Disney Princesses.
29. But Mulan is my favorite Disney movie.
30. My favorite YouTuber is MattG124.
31. My parents and older sister are extremely conservative, my older brother is a liberal, but I don't really side with either one.
32. I'm traveling across the country when I get older. I may even travel the world.
33. If I don't change the world, that's fine with me. All that matters, is that I change someone.
34. I have a friend named Juan, who's restored my hope multiple times.
35. I'm a heteromantic asexual, meaning that I look for a romantic relationship with the opposite sex, but have no desire for physical intercourse.
36. My favorite book is Looking For Alaska.
37. I have a niece named Kinley, and my sister is pregnant with another baby. I'm stoked.
38. My favorite colors are black and white.
39. I don't like tomatoes, pancakes, syrup, bacon or brownies.
40. I've never done drugs and I don't intend to start.
41. I love my family more than anything.
42. Daryl Dixon is my spirit animal.
43. My favorite song and music video is "Robbers" by the 1975, and it probably always will be.
44. I play the ukulele
45. I love Shane Koyczan. "To This Day"'and "Troll" are my favorite works of his.
46. My music taste ranges from Disney to Neil Diamond to Slayer. I don't think there's a genre of music I don't enjoy.
47. The only celebrity I genuinely don't like is Justin Bieber.
48. The only thing I feel like I draw well is eyes.
49. I suck at shooting games. It doesn't matter if it's video games or laser tag or paintball. Chances are, I'm the first to go down.
50. When I die, I don't want people to talk about how funny I was or about how much I did in my lifetime. I want to be remembered as someone who tried to love everybody, as someone who recognized everyone's flaws, overlooked them, and loved regardless.

Whoo. That was hard.

Thanks to those of you who actually cared to read this. Love you guys <3