Lessons learned

Chapter 35

As his hands tighten on my waist he forcefully pushed me further into my dorm kicking the door shut behind him. Wanting to turn the kiss more passionate I run my fingers through his hair and back him up against one of the walls.

He reaches down and lifts me up by my thighs and holds me around his waist. It feels so fucking good to kiss him, so good to finally get lost in him. He liked me all along but I was just too stupid to see.

I pull harder on his hair and he lets out a hearty groan that makes me weak as it vibrates through my body. He nips at my bottom lip before running his tongue over mine again.

He is a sensational kisser.

'Nic.' He breaths into my mouth making me smile.

Then he removed his lips from mine all of a sudden and placed his forehead on mine as we both regained our breaths.

He rubbed my thighs softly before looking at me with concern filling his blue eyes.

'I'm sorry I-'

I placed a finger over his lips to silence him, there was no reason for him to be sorry.

'No Nic, I'm sorry for everything but I have to go. I shouldn't even be here.'

'Peter, I want you here. Can't you see that?' I caress his ear pulling his hair behind it.

'I have to go, I shouldn't have come here it was a mistake.' He says harshly before dropping me suddenly back to the floor.

I stumble for a second before I'm able to grab his arm and turn him back around.

'What the fuck!' I yell at him as he begins to pace around my dorm.

'I have a girlfriend Nicolette.'

'I'm very aware of that Peter! You can't just leave though.'

He stares at me with wild eyes before laughing in my face, I step back embarrassed.

'And what is so funny?' I say through gritted teeth, ready to loose my patience at any second.

'You! This situation, it's all so damn ironic Nic.'

'How? Do enlighten me.'

'We both liked each other but I moved on Nic. I found someone else! You've just got to accept that.'

'You can't just come in here and kiss me then tell me to accept the fact that you've moved on. It doesn't work like that Peter!' I yell gaining the confidence to move towards him once more.

'I'm happy with her, she gave me something that you didn't.'

'And what's that?'

'Love.' There was silence for a few seconds before he continued.

'She told me that she liked me and I gave it a shot, she had the confidence to let me know how she felt.'

I let out a frustrated breath.

'Peter open you're fucking eyes, she didn't like you she told me herself. She's only with you to hurt me.'

'You're lying, of course you would say that. She likes me and I like her.'

I nodded sarcastically at the stupid idiot in front of me.

'Fine choose what you want to believe but don't you ever come to me when it all falls to pieces.'

He smiled wicked before delivering his next painful statement.

'Well I choose her so I guess I'll see you around.' Then the twat was gone.