Existential Crisis

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Dear Diary,

Do you ever wonder about the alternative universes? Do you ever get curious about what is occurring in those? Is your life different? Are you a much nicer person or are you downright mean? How about your family? Are they much more loveable or do they just not exist?

Lately, these are the only thoughts that circulate my mind. No matter the time of day, whether it be when I'm eating breakfast or just before bed, I can't stop thinking of the what if timelines.

The big thing: What if I was just a normal average teenager, who had normal average parents. None of this abusive stepfather and a blood father who 'died' at sea, only for me to find out he's actually the Greek sea god, Poseidon, and that I was a demigod.

It's always been hard to imagine a normal life, especially considering I've been in the official demigod business since I was twelve years of age and even the fact that I having a loving girlfriend, who is a demigod.

Annabeth Chase with her wild blonde curls and stormy grey eyes was a daughter of Athena. She was brilliant, just like her mother. At first, we had a complicated thing going on due to a rivalry between our parents, but in all honesty, it just bought us closer, until eventually, the day of my sixteenth birthday, we confesses feelings and started dating. We still are dating. It's been a few years and I couldn't ask for anything better.

No matter how many times I ask myself these what of questions, I actually would never change my life. Annabeth keeps me grounded and I love her. There is no way I'd want to mess with that, just to make myself have a much better life. As they say, nothing can be the same twice. It's a rule that was made and should not be broken.

Alas, it's sleep time. Perhaps I'll pick this up in a later date.

Goodnight,

Percy.

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