i'm still in love with you || jolivia au

say i love you when you're not listening

a/n: 

first chapter bbyy

Message from future me: This chapter and the next arent phenomenal but the rest r way better lol

cordially uncordial,

katie xx

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Olivia's POV:

I was rudely awoken at 7 am by my alarm. Then I remembered we're (finally) going back to filming.

All quarantine I've been telling myself that eventually I'll be able to see everyone again and everything would click back into place. 

I dragged myself out of bed and got changed into my black leggings and Joshy's grey hoodie before sprinting down the stairs to get my daily oatmeal and tea. 

I started to hear my phone blow up with DM's on Instagram, but decided to ignore them since I want my whole 30 minutes on social media when I get to the airport. So I got in my car, and drove to LAX.

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Joshua's POV:

Shockingly, I actually woke up before my alarm today. I'm still embarrassed that I slept through my alarm that time and was two f hours late to set, but thank God Tim was super understanding about it. 

To be honest, I'm excited about going back to filming but I'm super nervous about seeing Olivia again. I've been hanging out with Sabrina Carpenter a lot which seems to be upsetting our fans since they really want Olivia and I to date. But since Sabrina and I have been hanging out lately, they are turning into the freaking FBI. I think I'm slowly starting to regret using that girl, and filming at Sabrina's house for the Anyone Else music video. 

Once I was ready, I got in my car and started to drive to LAX.

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Olivia's POV:

As I was driving I couldn't help but let my mind wander to Josh. I saw all the Instagram posts about him and Sabrina, and I'm confused about what's going on. I mean I thought he liked me. I thought we had something special. But I guess it could all be fake since they haven't said they are dating. They could just be really good friends. That's all it is.

Right?

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Joshua's POV:

Ok ten minutes away. Just ten minutes and then I can see Olivia and explain everything to her. Something happened between Sabrina and me but I don't think anybody knows, and I want to keep it that way. I just need to finally see her. To finally hug her and see her smile. Wow, I sound creepy.

Alright five minutes away. What if she hates me? What if she never trusts me again? Will this affect the show? Wait. What if she never wants to speak to me again?...

Only two minutes away. Ok, let's set things straight. You guys have known each other for almost two years, you have both said that you love each other in interviews, you wrote songs about each other, and people say we have tons of chemistry. Everything is going to be fine. Nothing will change.

Right?

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a/n:

Ooooooo some foreshadowing how lovely. Anyways as I'm sure most of you have guessed, this story kinda centers around the whole "are liv and josh dating?" and the "wait is josh dating Sabrina" stuff that's going on right now. 

Honestly, I don't really care who either of them is dating (I mean I'm always team jolivia but that's beside the point) as long as they are both happy. I just wanted to write this story to kind of get my thoughts out of my head I guess? 

Cordially uncordial,

katie xx