i'm still in love with you || jolivia au

she gave up on me

A/N

directly from the last ch.

. . .

Olivia's POV:

I sat in the music room sitting against the wall, just staring blankly at the ground.

I messed up.

I really really messed up this time.

I pulled my knees to my chest and started silently crying into my folded eyes.

I saw Harry's name flash up on my phone screen and instinctively picked up.

(O = olivia and H = harry)

O = hey

H = Liv, you ok? You sound like you've been crying.

O = Um, yeah actually I have been.

H = Do you want to talk about it?

O = Are you sure?

H = Of course. I'm always here for you Olivia.

I couldn't help but smile softly when he said that. I thanked him quickly before telling him everything that happened.

H = I'm so sorry Olivia. He doesn't know what he's missing.

O = No. No, I don't what I'm missing. I ruined our relationship, not him.

H = Well I'm here for you if you need it. Actually, do you want to go out tomorrow? To try and get your mind off things?

O = Yeh. Yeh, I'd really like that.

H = Ok, I'll see you at Oasis Cafe tomorrow?

I took a huge sigh of relief before responding.

O = That sounds perfect

H = Goodnight Livvy.

O = Goodnight Harry.

Maybe everything will be ok.

. . .

Joshua's POV:

I literally feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest.

How has this happened?!

I thought she and Harry were just friends and then she suddenly turns around and suddenly wants nothing to do with me.

After everything we've been through, it ends like this. Without even trying to work this out.

She just gave up on us. She gave up on me.

I'm devastated. But more than that, I'm furious.

I quickly walked back to set, before telling Tim that I wasn't feeling well and needed to go back to my apartment.

"Ok, that's absolutely fine. Take the rest of the day off, and then we can do the scene tomorrow."

I quickly thanked him before getting in my car and driving straight to my apartment.

The second I walked through the door, I let all my emotions out.

I scream and I cry. But then I laugh. I laugh at how fucking naive and how stupid I was.

And now the girl I love is probably calling her new boyfriend and crying about this.

A wave of anger rushed through me, and I reach for the closest thing to me to smash it. I didn't even look at what it is, I just smashed it against the wall. It wasn't until I finally looked up at the smashed object from my place on the floor, that I saw what it was.

A picture frame with a collage of pictures of Olivia and me.

I buried my head in my arms and broke down for the third time today.

I gave my heart to a lying jackass.

. . .

A/N:

double update guuuuuys lol