i'm still in love with you || jolivia au

a change of heart

A/N:

so there's gonna be a time skip to where they are now at east high cus they have to quarantine or two weeks. i think imma have it so they quarantine in the cafeteria but I'm not sure lol cus I'm writing this before I've written the chapter. Josh and Olivia's first POV will probably be slightly "choppy" since it's kind of summarising their thoughts so far. Also, you Jolivia fans might be a little mad at me for parts of this but I promise everything works out!!

hope that makes sense if it doesn't take it up with HR cus its not my problem right now.

kapesh?

(this is where u say kaposh)

cordially uncordial,

katie xx

(can u tell I'm feeling better lol)

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Josh's POV:

The cast gathered in the lobby of the apartment building getting ready to go to east high to quarantine.

It's kind of weird because we unpacked everything in the apartments, but then basically packed everything back up to go quarentine for two weeks at East High. I'm just wondering where on earth we are going to do it.

I'm still working on that whole "one last shot" thing, but it doesn't seem to be working.

The first few days, everything was great. We were back to being friends. But one question won't leave my mind.

Is this even worth it?

Yes, Olivia means the world to me.

Yes, I will always care about her.

But what about our age? What about people's opinions? What about the show?

If we broke up and things ended badly it could ruin our careers on the show.

But with that bein said, Olivia is starting to warm up to me fully. She's calling me Joshy again, which I won't lie still gives me butterflies. We have almost kissed TWICE now, but every damn time somebody interrupts. First was at the airport when Larry interrupted, and the second time was when we got to the apartments and Liv and I were hanging out in her apartment. I remember we were sitting on the couch watching a movie, and the next thing I know we were both leaning in. Then Tim knocked on the door.

This is all so confusing.

The second I start to think this relationship may work out, the universe sends yet another road block.

I was brought out of my spiraling thoughts by Tim telling us it's time to go.

We all picked up our bags and climbed into our separate cars, before driving to East High.

(A/N: let's just say they have cars cus it helps the story ok bye lol)

I planned on driving up with Olivia, but before I could say anything she got in a car with Matt. Is this another sign?

I fucking hate the universe.

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Olivia's POV:

I've had a complete change of heart. This may work between us, but Josh has been...distant?

It kind of feels like he might be starting to give up on his promise. I mean, I thought we were getting close again. Am I wrong? Maybe I am.

But we've been hanging out practically everyday, non stop. We eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner together. We always hang out in my apartment watching movies and writing songs for the show.