i'm still in love with you || jolivia au

one last shot

A/N:

Sorry the past two chapters haven't been fully related to the story, but I just felt the need to talk about those topics and I'm glad I did. I know I usually upload multiple chapters daily, ( I actually write around 2 or 3 a day and post them the same day so it's a lot lol) but I just needed a little break to try and work through my thoughts. So i'm sorry if this isn't amazing, but I'm super sick right now I DON'T HAVE cOrOnA

Anyways, let's get this shit started.

Cordially uncordial,

katie x

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Quick recap: olivia is mad at joshua and knows things will never work out between them. joshua is trying to fix things between him and olivia. olivia told joshua not to call her "liv" anymore. olivia was refusing to look at joshua so he dared her to "stare off" and olivia tried to get herself to break the eye-contact but she couldn't so yeh ok on with the story.

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Joshua's POV:

Liv - I mean Olivia 

Hasn't broken eye contact yet and I'm so thankful. I can see the walls behind her eyes start to break. I thought she would have looked away by now, and I can't help but feel a spark of hope. I know I was dumb to think things would go back to the way they were before, but maybe not everything is lost.

If she truly hated me she wouldn't still be looking at me. I mean it's been at least 5 minutes now.

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Olivia's POV:

It's been 5 minutes and we are still staring at each other. I really do need to look away. I told myself we would be friendly and professionals. We shouldn't be doing this. This isn't what friends do, and he needs to know that's what we can be. Friends. Professionals. Nothing more.

Alright, look away right...now!

Yes, you did it!

I just need to keep looking away from him and try and figure things out.

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Joshua's POV:

Olivia broke eye contact.

Crap.

Ok well, maybe we can at least talk? I might as well try. I just don't see why things have to change. I know I made it seem like I was dating Sabrina, I mean if fans thought I was then of course Olivia is. She gets tagged in so many posts about it, if I were her I'd never speak to me again. I'm just praying it won't be that way with us. We're going to have to kiss sometimes for the show, and we are supposed to have tons of chemistry so we have to figure this out. I just don't think I can handle being friends with her.

She knows me better than I know myself, I can't let her go.

But is this a sign? Is this the universes way of telling us that maybe we aren't meant to be?

Maybe it is.

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Dara's POV (A/N: surprise lol):

Something's up with Josh and Liv.

Olivia won't even look at him, and when she does it's clear she's breaking. The whole cast know about how Josh has been hanging out with Sabrina Carpenter lately, which I guess is totally fine because he has his own life and shit, but I swear to God if he is hurting Liv by doing so, I'm going to kill him.