i'm still in love with you || jolivia au

harry's POV

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Aight y'all asked for it. Here is harry's POV of some major scenes so far. Each one is gonna be named after the scene, with a little description beforehand so you remember roughly what was going on.

I first planned on just doing a small paragraph on his point of view of the scene where Liv calls him and finds out he's cheating, but I feel like that doesn't tell you as much about him as a person.

With that said, enjoy!

Cordially uncordial,

katie x

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The backstory:

For this chapter, I wanted to create a little backstory. I wanted harry's decisions to have reasons behind them. Nobody is mean for no reason, everyone has a motive.

So....I decided to give a little backstory that I imagined for him.

In my head, the reason he becomes a constant cheater is because his father was a cheater.

I imagined that his father taught him that cheating was ok. I also imagine that he was cheated on in his first relationship, and so now he resorts to cheating as a defense mechanism. He believes that it's better to hurt others first so that they can't hurt him.

As much as he hates to admit it, he's broken. So he takes out his hiden pain on the people he loves.

To Harry, love is power. Power over your partner. Power over their emotions. Power over their life.

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The First Meeting - When Harry and Olivia met in a cafe

"I'm sorry Harry but this just isn't gonna work out," my girlfriend Milli said.

"So what, we date for three years and then you decided to end things all because of a small argument?"

"What am I supposed to do Harry? You hurt me and I can't forgive you."

"All I've ever done is love you, Milli"

"Oh, so you not letting me go anywhere without you knowing is you "loving me"? You forcing yourself on me is you "loving me"? You turning this loving relationship into an abusive one is you "loving me"? That's not love, Harry."

"Milli, please. I love you more than anybody else in this world," I begged.

"Then you should've thought about that before you went and cheated on me," she responded in a softer voice.

"I'm sorry," I muttered.

"So am I," she agreed before hanging up the phone.

"FUCK!" I yelled, throwing my phone against the wall.

How could I let this happen?!

I do love her, I was just so stupid. I took advantage of that love and trust and ruined it.

I need to go out of this house.

I got in my car and drove straight to the cafe downtown. I need to just get my mind off of what's going on right now.

I'll do anything I can to try and move on.

I pulled into the parking lot and went inside the coffee shop, only to lock eyes with the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She smiled at me before coming over to where I was sitting.

Oh, thank you universe.

"Uh hi I'm Olivia," she introduced herself.

"Hey, I'm Harry. I haven't seen you around here before did you just move here?" I asked, pulling out the seat opposite me so she could sit down.