i'm still in love with you || jolivia au

progress people!

A/N:

double update guys.

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Olivia's POV:

The cast and I are all sitting around the coffee table in front of the TV playing UNO.

When I came and sat down I instinctively sat down next to Joshua out of...habit?

It's like my mind knows I need to distance myself from him, but my body has a completely different opinion. Weird...

**2 mins later**

Alright something's up with Joshua. He's no longer acting sad. Has he fully accepted things and moved on? I know I haven't.

Oh and he's staring at me. Fun.

He really loves to make my life harder doesn't he? I guess as long as I don't turn to my left I won't make eye contact with him and everything will be fine.

Don't look. Don't look. Don't look. Don't look. Don't look. Don't look.

And I looked great.

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Joshua's POV:

Liv and I have been holding eye contact for at least thirty seconds and we are making progress people! She doesn't have a wall up. I mean sure she doesn't look at me like she's in love with me...

BUT she doesn't look mad. So....that's better I guess?

"Hello?! Earth to Jolivia! Stop looking at each other like you're the only people here" Carlos interrupted our "moment".

"O-oh um s-sorry I just kinda zoned out," Liv said.

"It's totally fine," I said smiling.

"How about we just watch some TV ?" Sofia suggested.

"Yeh that sounds good" I said trying to lighten the mood.

We turned the TV on and saw that we could only watch our show, or Rini and Jolivia edits!

The universe is on my side people.

"Um is this everything?" Liv said.

"I think so" I said. Maybe if I talk to her she'll look at me again.

"This can't be all we can watch" Liv said still facing away from me.

"I'll call Tim. Liv is right, this must be a mistake" Julia said.

Shit shit shit. No this is helpful to my plan.

"I'm sure it's all there is guys. Otherwise he would show us how to change it" I said.

"Fine" Olivia sighed.

"Really?" I said to Olivia.

"Um yeh, if this is all we can watch then I guess we shouldn't bother Tim. Why, Josh, is there a problem with that?"

"No, no of course not. I just thought you wouldn't want to watch stuff about us."

"Well it's not about us. We can watch the show."

"Liv, in the show our characters love each other."

"Exactly, Josh, our characters. Not real people"

I couldn't help but let a huge smile spread across my face.

Oh and don't think I didn't notice how the cast has left and gone to their separate rooms. It's definitely not because I told them about my plan and to help me get alone with her whenever possible...

"Why are smiling so big?" Liv asked while smiling slightly herself.

"You didn't correct me when I called you Liv and you called me Josh."

"Oh sorry I guess it's just habit."

We were fully facing each other now and making eye contact.

"Nah no worries. I like it anyways."

"It's just a name."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean it doesn't really mean much"

"Just because we call each other 'Josh' and 'Liv' doesn't mean things are back to the way they were before. It doesn't mean I forgive you."

Ok this wasn't the plan.

"What?"

"Josh you literally told me I was nothing and that I was unloveable"

"Liv, I didn't mean any of what I said"

"Sure you didn't" she said while getting up.

"Liv wait"

"No Josh, I'm going to bed."

"It's only 9pm!"

"Uh no it's 10"

Wait we've been talking for an hour?!

"Ok well I'm coming to."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, we share a room now."

"Oh..."

"Yeah..."

"Well come on I'm exhausted."

"Rodger that!"

"Don't say that" Liv said while laughing.

"What? You gotta admit that was funny!"

"Ok kind of but still!"

"Oh just get your butt inside so we can sleep" I said while laughing.

"Rodger that!"

"Yeh you're right it's not funny."

**2 minutes later**

We were now changed and in bed talking.

"Hey Joshy?"

"Yeh?"

"Can we turn the lights off now I'm tired."

"Yeh of course" I said and smiled. She called me Joshy.

"Goodnight Joshy."

"Night Liv."

Things are working out so far.

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A/N:

Had to end it with some happy stuff. Alright I need to eat lunch before Spanish class. Cya!