i'm still in love with you || jolivia au

an almost kiss

A/N:

we now got some 45 year olds on here so uncle jason...

GET UR ASS OFF THIS THING

also this story has 444 reads, and I would like to keep it that way cus its cool to have all 4's so nobody else read this thing.

ok that's all lol

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3rd Person's POV:

Olivia wasn't going to give them her actual number. So she decided to give them the number to rejection hotline.

The boys left with grins plastered on their faces without a goodbye.

Olivia walked up to Josh who looked furious.

"Hey, Josh you ok?"

"Why would you give them your number Liv?"

"Well I-"

"No, save it" Josh cut her off "I can't believe I actually thought you wouldn't go after other guys. I said to give this another try and then you go and give two strangers your phone number? I know you're only 17, but I thought even you would know not to do that. They don't even know you! They only want to get with you because of your looks! I mean how fucking naive can you be?!"

"You didn't even let me finish" Olivia said quietly.

"What do you mean?" Josh said exasperated.

"Josh I gave them the number to rejection hotline"

"What?!" Josh said bursting into laughter.

"Did you actually think I would do that? After everything we talked about on the plane?"

"Maybe..."

This made Liv laugh uncontrollably.

"Josh, I promise that would never happen"

"Really?"

"Really"

They were standing only inches apart now. Josh could feel his eyes drift from her eyes to her lips.

The next thing they knew, Josh and Liv were slowly leaning in.

Closer and closer then...

"Guys! Come on lets go!" Larry yelled at the two, breaking them apart.

Josh cleared his throat awkwardly before they walked separately back to the group.

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Olivia's POV:

I almost kissed Josh.

Fuck.

We said to take things slow, not be a fucking couple.

How are we supposed to "start over" if we've already almost kissed?

Thank bloody God Larry came and interrupted us. I have no idea what came over me. It was like I was in a trance. One second I'm laughing my bum off over giving two randos a number, and the next we're almost kissing.

Is this how it's always going to be between us? It's like we can't even be friends. We will always be attracted to each other.

Is that how it should be? Is this the universe's way of telling us we are meant to be together?

Josh did say in an interview that it was fate that brought both us into that audition room that day.

Is that how he feels?

And if it was fate, then should we be more than friends, or just try harder to push those feelings away?

NO. NO. NO. NO.

You will NOT like Joshua. You will NOT kiss him. You will NOT date him.

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A/N:

guys im reallyyyy ill right now which is why i havent updated. ill try to update more often but there's a lot going on in my life right now and it's just all a bit too much sometimes. i love this story and this little community we have, so of course im not just gonna give up on this story. just expect slightly slower updates.

im sorry but my health does come first.

love,

katie xxx

(P.S: this story now has 530. i wanted to keep it at 444. im not mad, just so, so disappointed)