A/N:
two things:
1. I loved your comments on the last chapter
2. This story his nine thousand reads which is INSANE to me
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Olivia's POV:
Ok what just happened.
Josh just practically leaped off the couch, ran into our bedroom, and locked the door.
Did I say something wrong?
I keep going over our conversation, but I can't think of anything bad that happened.
Oh shit.
I said "We will all go our separate ways" which I bet he thought meant "You and I will break up".
Dang it.
I got off the couch and went to the bedroom door, knocking three times before he eventually opened the door.
"Hey, you ok?"
I've never seen him look so beaten. All the color has been drained from his face, he looks almost broken.
"Yeah, I'm fine," he said coldy.
"No. No, baby you're not. Please just tell me what's wrong," I said, sitting next to him on our bed.
"Why does it matter. We're just gonna break up anyways right? Just be a happy memory to look back on," he replied, looking down at his hands.
"Josh that's not what I meant by that."
"Really? Cus it sure sounded like you did," he said, finally looking at me.
"Well I didn't," I said softly, trying to calm down the situation.
"Promise?" he said, practically begging.
"I promise. I'm not going anywhere, and neither are you."
"Ok. I'm sorry, I just got so incredibly nervous."
"Well don't be," I said interlocking our hands and resting my head on his shoulder, "because nothing is going to change between us. Why did you get so nervous?"
"Because I don't want this to change," he began, pointing between us, "I don't know about you, but this isn't just some sort of high school love. I want this to last. So when you made that comment, I felt my heart drop to my stomach."
"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for it to come out that way. You are the best thing that's happened to me."
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Joshua's POV:
I pulled Liv into a hug and held her so tight I would've thought she couldn't breathe.
This girl means the world to me, and I'm never letting her go.
I closed my eyes and let my mind wonder before realising I'm super hungry. I guess having hard conversations like the one we just had can make you fucking starving.
"Can we order pizza?" I blurted out, breaking the silence.
I heard Liv laugh before saying, "I love how that's what you're thinking about right now."
"I'm hungryyyyyy," I complained.
"Ok, ok grumpy Joshy let's get you some food."
"Hey I'm not grumpy!"
"But you're going to be if we don't get you food within the next half hour," she said as she got off my lap and headed towards the kitchen.
I walked up to her and hugged her from behind, resting my chin on her head while she called Dominos and ordered enough pizza for a village.
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i'm still in love with you || jolivia au
Fanficwith the cast going back to film season two and josh rumoured to be with sabrina, how will liv and josh's relationship survive?