i'm still in love with you || jolivia au

he's posessive

A/N:

not much to say here lol

. . .

Joshua's POV:

It's been almost a month since Olivia and I broke up and it's been hell.

But Liv seems to be having the time of her life! She and Harry have been calling and texting 24/7. Oh and he's been coming to set practically every day. It's like our relationship meant nothing to her.

And yet she said we'd be together forever and our relationship would never be just a memory. Well, I guess that's another lie she told.

Matt keeps telling me that everything's gonna is fine and I just need to move on, but how can I when the girl I used to love is prancing around set like nothing changed?

Her and Harry and dating now anyway. I just have a couple of concerns about him. He always seems so possessive.

He always wants to know where she is and what she's doing. I say that's a clear sign of eventually an abusive relationship, but who knows.

. . .

Olivia's POV:

So Harry and I are officially dating.

But I'm still hurting after everything that's happened with Josh. I'm walking around set trying to act like I'm perfectly fine, but I'm not sure I am.

Seeing Josh so upset is just killing me inside. I can't hug him, I can't help him, I can't talk to him, I can't be there for him. I can't be his girlfriend.

On a better note, Harry has been coming to set almost every day. I do like him, I'm just not entirely sure I love him.

He hasn't told me he loves me, so I'm good for now. I'm just worried that soon enough he will tell me he loves me and I won't be able to say it back. Oh my god, I'd be the new Ricky.

There is something weird I've kind of noticed. Harry always wants to know where I am and what I'm doing. Like he put this app on our phones so he knows where I am all the time. I know some people would say it's kind of weird, but I think it just shows he cares about me.

My phone started ringing and Harry's face popped up on the screen. We've been talking and texting practically all day every day.

"Hey babe what's up," I said.

"Nothing much I was just wondering what you're doing," he asked like he does every day.

"Oh I'm on set, about to go film one of my last scenes for the day."

"Who with?" Ugh, he always asks this.

"Um, Sofia and Josh."

"Josh? you know I don't like you hanging out with him."

"I know, I'm sorry. But our characters are love interests, so we have to film together."

"Just stay away from him ok?" he said forcefully.

"Ok. I promise."

"Good. I'm sorry I couldn't come to set today, I'm just busy."

"Oh um it's ok. I never asked, what have you been busy with?" I asked, trying to sound like I'm fine. He's just been busy a lot recently.

"It doesn't matter Olivia," he snapped.

"Sorry," I said softly.

"It's ok. I love you, you know that?"

Shit.

"Yeah, I do. I uh I love you too," I forced out.

"Good. Oh babe I have to go. But we'll talk later?"

"Yeh that sounds good. How about we-" I started, but the line went dead before I could continue.

This is how most of our conversations have been going this past week. He calls me, wants to know what I'm doing, then tells me he's busy and has to go.

It's kind of tiring, but he loves me and I know he means it lovingly.

I just need to convince my friends that it's that.

Some of them (meaning the cast) have been starting to tell me that it's not normal. But normal is boring, right?

He's independent and strong-willed. What's wrong with that?

People just can't handle the fact that I've moved on so quickly.

. . .

A/N:

It's going in the direction I want it toooooooo

That way we can eventually get our fav couple baaaaaaaaack :D