i'm still in love with you || jolivia au

in 7 years

A/N:

directly from last chapter, re-read if u need to :)

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Olivia's POV:

"Babe? U ok?" I heard Josh ask.

"Huh?"

"I asked who called you."

Shit. If I tell him he'll be so mad.

"Oh um it was nobody."

"You're lying."

Crap.

"Uh no I'm not." I said, looking anywhere but at him.

"Liv, I've known you for almost 3 years now. I know when you're lying. Please talk to me," he said sweetly.

A took a deep breath before admitting the truth, "It was Harry."

I could see all the color drain from his face, and his hands balled into fists.

"Are you gonna call him back?" he said coldy.

"No. No of course not."

"You sure?" he replied, almost testing me.

"Yes, I'm 100% sure. The only person I want to talk to is you. Ok?"

A small smile spread across his face before he said, "Ok. Ok yeah, I'm sorry. I just get so jealous."

"Well don't be. You're the only guy I want to be with. Got it?"

"I got it. Now can we talk about something else?"

"Hahaha of course. What do you want to talk about?"

"Hmmm uh...oh where do you see yourself in 7 years?"

"7?" I asked.

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Joshua's POV:

I asked Liv where she saw herself in 7 years cus I want to see if she mentions me. Does she see a future with us?

We were now sitting on the couch, with her feet on my lap and my body turned towards hers.

"Yeh, 7. Your dream world," I confirmed.

"Ok. Well in 7 years I'll be around 24. So I think I'd want a house and a stable job. If it's dream world, I'd have kids," she rambled, a smile coming through on her face. Clearly she's thought about this before.

"Go on," I encouraged.

"A husband. Or at least a truly stable relationship. No on and then off stuff."

On and then off? What's that supposed to mean? Does she see our relationship as on and off?

"And your husband. What do you want them to be like?"

Please say like you.

"I'm not fully sure yet."

Ouch.

"I would want someone who's trustworthy and decent. Someone who lets me be independent, while still helping and supporting me. Someone who loves me unconditionally."

I love her unconditionally. Does she not see that?

"I'd want a guy who would light up my life."

She lights up my life. Do I not light up hers?

"They would wake me up every morning telling me how beautiful I am, and treat me like the only girl in their life who matters."

I would treat her like that. I do treat her like that.

"I know that sounds kind of selfish. But, I guess I would just want to feel special. I would want to feel loved."

"Do you see the cast in your life?" I cut in.

"Maybe. I would hope so."

"You don't sound sure."

"I dunno, I guess I know that eventually we will all go our separate ways."

Wait, what?!

"We?"

"Yes, we. Everyone. One day we will all have to say goodbye, you know after filming is over."

"Does that scare you?"

"Not really."

She was playing with her fingers and looking up at the ceiling, as if these hurtful words mean nothing.

"Why?"

"Because everything happens for a reason. We would all go off and be happy, and hold all these amazing memories we've created together."

I can't hear anymore of this.

I sprang off the couch and went to the bedroom, closing the door behind me.

I keep pacing back and forth across the room.

We will all go out separate ways

Those words won't go away.

I'm apart of the cast. And if "we all go our separate ways", that means Liv and I separate too. She wouldn't be in life anymore.

Is that how she thinks of all this? That one day it will all just be an amazing memory?

Just a little story to tell her kids one day?

So in 7 years she'll want nothing to do with me.

Instead, she'll be off living in some big ass mansion with her three kids and her husband.

Leaving me, leaving us, behind.

. . .

A/N:

joshua is an idiot

cordially uncordial,

katie xx