Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust

chapter 11

CHAPTER 11

HOLLY’S P.O.V

“Ja… Jason?” Oh, God… sikit saya mau mati terkejut…!

“fuck…” he lifted his head and looked at me… and just said what?

“what?” kejutan kedua saya untuk malam ni… fuck what? 😳

“Holly…“ Jason ruffled his hair…

“Jason…” tiba-tiba saya risau pula pasal dia… “are you ok?”

Jason menatap wajah saya, he looked into my eyes, burning into mine… hangat juga pandangan mata dia ni….

“Are you ok?” what? Kenapa juga dia ni?

I am ok… saya tanya dia kalau dia ok, dia lempar balik pula soalan saya… what a ping pong kind of guy…

“huh?” saya blur… 😳

if he asked me if I’m ok tadi pagi, I would say no… tapi saya sudah cuba membuang that weird feeling inside me and I think saya hampir berjaya…

Until dia tiba-tiba muncul depan pintu rumah saya sekarang ni….

“Are you ok, Holly?” dia tanya saya lagi… belum sempat saya mau menjawab… “Are you ok just walking out of my hotel room like that? Just like that?”

“Are you drunk?” saya tanya dia…

I can smell a hint of alcohol in his breath because he is getting closer to my face… we are answering a question for a question sudah…

“No…” he’s lying!

Kalau dia tidak mabuk kenapa dia boleh timbul di pintu rumah saya nearly midnight? And how did he know where I live?!

I let out a heavy sigh… panjang helaan nafas saya…

“ok, you want your t-shirt and boxers back… I’ll ge….” Sambil bercakap saya langsung pusing, ingin melangkah ke arah bilik saya when Jason suddenly put his hands over my shoulders… dia memeluk saya dari belakang… his legs kicked the front door shut…

“you don’t get the point, baby girl…” DUSH jantung saya when he called me baby girl…

“what’s the point, Jason?” saya cuba control how he is making me feel right now…

“they said my wife went shopping…” he whispered in my ear, sending goosebumps all over my body… “but she never came back…”

“Jason, you are drunk…” I whispered back… saya memejam mata saya… jantung saya berdegup kencang… and I can feel his heart beat beating hard and fast on my back….

“what if I am drunk?” okay, what’s wrong with him?

Tadi pagi bukan main lagi menyambut call dengan ‘hey, beautiful’ dan dengan selambanya walked me out of his room….

“Jay, my Aunty Sarah is he….” I was about to say yang Aunty Sarah is here dan sedang tidur….

“Don’t lie, Holly…” I can hear the smile on his lips walaupun dia membelakangi saya… “she’s out for a business trip…”

“You read my messages?” saya tanya dengan nada yang curiga…

“Ha…” is all he can say…

“Oh, ya.. I forgot… you helped me to reply pula when I was dying being drugged…” I rolled my eyes walaupun dia tidak boleh nampak…🙄

Uh! Out of all the days yang Aunty Sarah had to be out of town…