Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust

chapter 48

CHAPTER 48

JASON’S P.O.V

“JAY!!” Holly screamed, her hands clenching the bedsheets… “Oh God! I love you! JASON!”

I heard that… yes! berkobar-kobar jiwa saya…

“say that again, baby girl….!” Nafsu saya semakin memuncak…

“MMMMM…!” Holly’s body shaking… I pressed the smaller tip of the toy a little harder… “Ja… Jason…!”

“Mmm...?” say menyandarkan badan saya di belakang Holly dan berbisik Di telinga dia… “say it, baby…”

“pl… please Jay…” she’s begging for her 2nd climax…

“say it… and I’ll give it to you, girl…” all the while working the dildo on her…

Sengaja saya memperlahan-lahankan pergerakan, sekejap-sekejap memberhentikan sampailah Holly menjerit kegeraman…

“i…” dia mengerang lagi….
“hmm?” saya jilat leher dia…
“love…. you….” Saya tersenyum…. 😏

And I gave Holly her 2nd release…

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DAY 3

Saya terbangun kerana terasa macam kena tengok ni…  Rupa-rupanya pagi sudah…

Holly is in my arms… I hugged her tighter…

“mmm?” I smiled down at Holly… her long lashes membuatkan mata dia nampak lebih kuyu… “enjoying the scene?”

dia syok ka menatap wajah saya sedang tidur?

“hah… funny…“ dia jawab…
“so why the stare?” saya tanya…

“why did you bought me a dildo, Jay?” berkerut dahi Holly…

“hahaha…” saya ketawa…

Well, at the time when I bought it for her, I did not know about the divorce…

“initially, it was to fill your days without me… everytime when I fly…” I said in a serious note… “but now…”

Saya terdiam seketika… sakit hati kembali menyelubungi perasaan saya…

“now?” Holly menanya…

“now, it’s for you to fill your days without me… after our divorce…” perit, tapi itulah hakikatnya… “let’s get up, I’ll make you breakfast…”

I tucked a strand of hair behind her ears and smiled before trying to get up…

“Jay…” I felt Holly pressed her body harder against mine, her hands tightening on my waist… ”you promised 7 days… to… love me…”

Saya sedar saat Holly mengungkapkan kata-kata tersebut, dia telah merendahkan ego dia… saya faham ego Holly as a woman, a woman who I have wronged in the beginning of our relationship…

And I realized it is also the ego that is an obstruction for me to make right what I have wronged….

“I love you, Holly…” I gazed into her eyes… “that, for fact… will never change… not after these days are over... not even our divorce can stop me from loving you…”

“Jay….” Saya menunggu… dengan penuh sabar… maybe, just maybe?

Namun tiada kata-kata seterusnya yang dikatakan oleh Holly…

Saya mencium puncak kepala Holly dan membangunkan diri dari katil…

Siap mandi dan hanya berseluar pendek dan top-less, saya melangkah keluar dari bilik… tapi sebelum tu saya sempat menoleh ke arah Holly yang masih berbaring di katil…