Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust

chapter 31

CHAPTER 31

JASON'S P.O.V

Saya tidak sangka akan bertemu dengan Holly in the hospital where Jordan works...

Not only Holly, but my son pun ada... ❤️

My son! Saya tidak percaya yang saya ada anak sudah... I'm a husband and a father? Being in coma for 3 years, saya sangka only people around me has changed... Jordan's married with kids...

Siapa sangka anak saya is older than Jordan's twins... so maksudnya, saya lebih duluan kahwin daripada Jordan lah ni... 😳

Saya tidak tau kenapa saya rasa sangat bahagia knowing that I'm married to Holly...

All those years ago, the Casanova in me would never imagine to be married... I would just laugh it off... tapi macamana ini boleh terjadi?

Only Holly has the answers... but I don't care, I don't want to know what happened in the past, saya mau focus on the future....

Holly and Joshua...

-Flashback night at the club-

"I won't lay a hand on my cousin's husband..." Hudson blasted in my face... "don't you dare show your face to me until you are so sure that you deserve your wife and son!"

Saya masih terlantar on the club floor... blur... orang-orang Hudson sudah mengeluarkan their guns to shoot me... shit! I'm dead... 😒

"Don't touch him!" saya dengar Hudson teriak orang-orang dia.... Then he turned to look at me... saya balas pandangan dia dengan pandangan saya yang tidak kurang ganasnya... "And don't you ever dare call my wife pelacur...!"

Itupun saya cuba menghadam dalam otak saya.... 🤔

Cousin's husband?
Wife and son?
Wife, pelacur?

Kebingungan saya membuatkan saya terlambat menyedari yang Holly saw the scene....

I wanted to reach out to her... my wife? Tapi pantas Holly mengejar Hudson and.... and his wife?

Selama beberapa minit, saya masih terduduk di lantai... I'm trying to think sejauh mana my amnesia was affected by the crash...

Saya cuba untuk ingat, separuh mati mengingat my wedding day, when Holly was pregnant, the day Holly gave birth to our son... OUR SON... but blank... kosong... nothing hit me... no memories of Holly and our son... 😔

"ARGH!!" I'm so frustrated! Why I can't remember?

Saya menangis sambil menekan kepala saya dengan kedua-dua tangan saya... trying hard to remember... tapi semakin blank... just blank! Sakit hati saya!

I don't want to forget the day I proposed
I don't want to forget our wedding day
I don't want to forget our wedding night
I don't want to forget carrying my baby boy for the first time...

I love you so so much, baby girl... I don't want to forget all the best moments of our lives...

"Uii! Kau kenapa?" Someone's voice yang familiar kedengaran, menyedarkan saya kembali... "bila lagi kau sini?"

Sydney... bila lagi Sydney sini?

Aiks, erk... ada Holland juga.... Tajam mata Holland memandang saya yang sedang menangis teresak-esak on the club floor tanpa rasa malu...

"up..." Holland menghulurkan tangan dia and pulled me up...

I stood up, mengesat air mata saya dan mengelap muka saya with my shirt sleeve...

"where's your car?" Holland tanya saya... saya menggeleng kepala...

"Holly..." her name pula yang terkeluar dari mulut saya...