Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust

chapter 33

CHAPTER 33

JASON’S P.O.V

Sydney… walaupun gila-gila but always so reliable… saya macam tidak percaya he could get Hudson and Holly to show up…

I looked at Holly yang sedang berdiri at the door frame… mesmerized by Jordan and Bella singing for the twins…

she’s so beautiful in that hot, black leather tube dress… boleh nampak paha dia yang putih mulus… aumm!

I’m gonna make you work it, girl… ssssss!

Ahh, then my little baby boy…. 😍

“daddy!” Joshua so overjoyed to see me…

walaupun I know the mummy tidak akan happy nampak saya, but at least my boy happy nampak saya…. Itu sudah lebih dari cukup buat masa ni…

“Joshua, baby…” Saya mengangkat Joshua and hugged him tight… kissing his cute cheeks…. Kenapa anak saya handsome ni ah? Hahahaha! 😝

After a little introduction yang sangat mengejutkan the elderlies, orang-orang tua kam we head to the long dinner table set up by the pool…. Dad will get over it…

aik, actually dad sudahpun get over my shocking announcement… he carried Joshua to the other end of the dining table di mana Jordan’s parents-in-law, Irish and little Jason, Jojie and Nat sedang duduk…

My dad and Jordan’s mentua sangat-sangat suka memanjakan their cucu-cucu… saya memerhati Joshua communicating dengan datuk-datuk, nenek and his cousins… semua dorang hampir sebaya… berkobar-kobar jiwa saya…

I never imagined I would be able to see my son with his grandpa, in the first place, I never even imagine I would marry and have a child… sayu hati saya teringat mom...

Saya memandang Holly yang sitting next to me… her face shocked… I wasn’t concentrating on their conversation…. Then saya terdengar…

“Kalau Bella didn’t have strict brothers, they might end up couple sudah tu time school…” dari mulut London… confuse saya…. Who is he talking about? 😳 Bella sama siapa? “lucky you, Jordan…”

But then I saw Jordan’s choked up look… tetapi yang lebih dahsyat is coming our way….

“Memories right, Ireland?” I heard Hudson’s low but clear voice….

OKAY, ABANG SAYA PUNYA MUKA MACAM UDANG MASAK MERAH SUDAH…

Jordan is not very good at controlling his temper when it comes to jealousy… no, no…. when it’s about his wife… saya tidak pernah nampak dia sangat jealous masa dia sama his ex girlfriends dulu…

sebelum abang saya inject kau dengan racun, Hudson and kau tertembak abang saya… when the doctor meets the mafia… lebih baik saya kasi cool down the atmosphere…

Tae Yang… 🎵Eyes, Nose, Lips🎵… sedikit-sebanyak mengisahkan kisah cinta saya dengan Holly…

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go
Turned into an obsession that imprisoned you
Were you hurt because of me?
You sit silently
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you
You’re already gone

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me
To the ends of your fingertips
I can still feel you

Selepas my last verse, saya berdiri dan berjalan menuju balik to the dinner table dengan tepukan gemuruh by my family members…

Holly…. Adakah sesaat itu ada perasaan cinta di mata dia?

Hudson… hmmm… I see a hint of a smile… entah ikhlas ka tidak…