Four Letters (Chaeyoung×MiSaMo)

[8] Wait For You

I hugged myself as I felt the cold wind ruffle through my clothes, making me shiver. Five hours that I've been waiting in this famous park, watching tourists and locals have fun, walking.

One by one as the night deepens, people started to leave because of the rain that started to pour. I wasn't bothered at all, instead I stood here crying my eyes out along with the rain that's touching my face.

I still waited for her under this circumstances though. I still waited for her to come and hug me, to come and say that she loves me, to put a cover over my head saying, "You'll get sick. Get out of the rain." I wanted to hear those.

Oh how bad I wanted her by my side again. How bad I wish to be back to the way that it used to be.

It's too early for this, I know. I haven't lived enough years to be certain of what I'm feeling. I wasn't experienced enough to say that I'm sure about this.

I'm too young but I know, I know that what I felt was far from infatuation. Because I might be inexperienced, but my heart knows what it's feeling.

I smiled as I saw her stood in front of me under her black umbrella. Same person with a different look and a different feel. Where is the girl that I love? Where is my Myoui Mina?

"You came." I said happily. I waited for her to walk closer and share her umbrella with me, but to no avail, she just stood there. "Are you really going to do this to me?" I said as my tears became invisible in the rain.

"Stop bothering me Chaeyoung. I told you I'm getting married tomorrow."

"I know. But I just don't get it. You love me and not him!" I shouted and tried to grip on her wrist but she pulled herself away.

"It doesn't matter. My father wanted me to marry him so I will. Love wouldn't save us Chaeyoung, grow up!"

"I am! I'm grown enough to know that I love you! I'm grown enough to fight for you! It's you who needs to grow up Mina. Grow up and do what makes you happy! Not something that can make your father happy!"

"That's what makes me happy!" She shouted back as the umbrella fell off her hands. "Making my father proud makes me happy, and being with you will disappoint him. So I will never be happy with you Chaeyoung." She harshly said as the rain started to soak her.

I felt my heart being stabbed with thorns of her words. She's like a rose that is so beautiful, making me want to have her, but I have to go through all those deadly thorns just to get to her.

I will die even before I get to hold her, because seeing her push me away, saying things I never thought she could say, is killing me deep inside without her knowledge.

"Mina. I-I can make you happy too." I picked up the umbrella and held it over her head. "I can take care of you like this." I took a step forward and held her hand. "I can hold your hand like this, I'll always be here for you." Then I hugged her.

"I can warm you up like this. I can give you everything, just please choose me and don't get married please." I said as I cried on her shoulder, but she pushed me away.

She pushed me away so hard that I fell on the floor, so hard that I broke. I broke into millions of pieces being pushed away by the girl that I loved the most.

"I can't disobey my father Chaeyoung." She said lastly before running away, leaving me here with nothing but pain.

×××

"Are you nervous?" Tzuyu asked looking at me through the rearview mirror.

I nodded and looked out the window. When I got out of Retro earlier she was already with Dahyun waiting for me.

She said she took a taxi from the hotel after talking to Sana. Well, she didn't tell us yet what they talked about, but she promised to tell it later.

"Are you sure you'll be okay talking to her alone? The last time you talked, you ended up in the emergency room." Dahyun said wearing a worried look on her face as she looked at me. Tzuyu is driving now and Dahyun is sitting at the passenger's seat while I sit at the back.

"That was mostly my fault Dahyun. I stood in the rain for six hours, she didn't told me to do that." I clarified.

"But she's the reason why you did that." Tzuyu blankly said looking straight in the road.

"Don't blame her. That's years ago, I'll be fine, I promise." I just said and the drive went by quietly after that.

I really don't want them to hate on Mina too. I have to hold my own grudge alone and I have to forgive her on my own. Mina didn't do anything wrong to them, so no reason for them to hate her.

After miles of driving, we arrived at the location thirty minutes earlier, we have to set up things before Mina comes. This is Dahyun's appointment with her and not with me, so we gotta fix that first.

I know that Mina's father is really looking forward to merge his company here in Korea and he will probably be interested with the Kim's.

Dahyun requested to talk to someone who's age is not far from her. She reasoned out that she really can't relate to someone that's too old for her, so the Myoui's said that their youngest daughter will talk to her since she's here in Korea. Just like how we planned it.

Her father trusted her so much, and I know she wouldn't disappoint him. So I'm certain that she'll come, I'm atleast sure about that.

We arrived at the restaurant and proceeded to the VIP room. Dahyun had to come with me so that they would let me in, she'll leave once everything is settled.

"Just pretend to be me and be confident. My parents are into this so don't be nervous and do what you came here to do." She tried to cheer me up along with a smile that could literally take all your worries away.

"I'm so happy to be close to your parents." I said and chuckled. I'm actually close to both of her parents as close as they are to their daughter. They actually suggested this plan, how cool was that right?

They said it couldn't really affect the business, especially when they merged all over the world already.

"You two should go actually. You've helped me enough for the day." I tapped her shoulder and gave her a smile, but she just gave me a worried look.

"You sure you'll be fine?" She asked in her worried tone.

"I know you're tired as hell. Just go and rest, I can take care of myself from here." I said and gave her a genuine smile, to ease her worry.

She nodded at me and gave me a hug before she left. I just sat on the table and turned my waiting mode on.

I have to be patient and keep myself calm before Mina arrives. I have to keep myself mentally ready for her. I waited and waited until it was really getting boring. Seconds to minutes and minutes turned to hours.

A couple of hour and a half that I've been waiting for her to come, not even her shadow is showing itself to me.

Are you really going to make me wait again Myoui Mina?